Endless

Today, I went to Redbox with my friends after the lecture. This was my third time been there. It was quite fun over there and this was also the first time which I sang the most! I still remembered that last two Friday, I suddenly asked Anthony to call Li Xian out to Redbox on our way to jetty as we passed through PTPL College. Then, Princess asked me that whether I know how to sing? I replied, "If I am good in singing, I has joint the Malaysian Singing Talent Competition already. Being a singer is better than being an accountant!" She smiled.

I have never failed to miss my Princess whenever I was in Redbox. There was no exception for this time! I also didn't know why I would miss my Princess over there. It might be due to the lyrics. I missed her again but just for a short while, about 1 minute!

Why I will miss her? I just know that I want to listen to her voice and even see her right now! However, I can't make it! I miss her so much now! I will keep reminding myself and telling myself that Princess has a boyfriend whom she loves so much already, please stop missing her again! I really do it but it seems like it doesn't work right now!

I know that I still love her, I even love her more than loving myself! She is the most important to me and I am willing to do anything for her! There was a time that I successfully concealed my love towards her and I truly felt nothing about her stuffs. It just liked I concealed it in a crystal ball. Nonetheless, the crystal ball seems to have leakage and my feeling and love towards my Princess gradually come out without pausing to a halt!

I almost watch “溏心风暴” everyday. I found that Princess and I look alike with 常在心 and 得得地. She forgives her boyfriend again and again, loves him wholeheartedly and treating him as her most important whereas I am the one who sacrifice, upset and contribute secretly. However, the relationship between them is better than ours. At least, she will remember him in time of trouble!

I don't bother that what am I feeling! I just care about my Princess's feeling! I will satisfy and relief as long as Princess meets the three requirements-- 平安，幸福，快乐.

So Bad

It was so bad. I received my Management Accounting Fundamental's test paper this afternoon. I was shocked that I just managed to get 35 marks out of 50! "Incredible"! What was ridiculous was, I scored full marks for subjective questions but I had 6 wrongs in objective questions!

It might be I overlooked the paper or overestimated my capacity or I am blurred in this subject! I admit that I was negligent in doing some of the questions. Nonetheless, 2.5 marks for each objective question had killed me! No choice, I have to start from zero. There is no time to be wasted as the final exam is approaching! May God bless me? I hope so...