Haiz, please la, please appreciate it! This is specially addressed to my Princess's boyfriend.
I saw my Princess on at about 8.20p.m.. I chatted with her after struggling for a moment since I saw her personal message. She changed her personal message thrice throughout our conversation! These messages were full of disappointment! I was worried that my Princess felt disappointed and upset.
I asked her whether she was okay? She said she was okay temporarily. This was worrying me even more. I tried to entertained her. She said it was her choice, so she would take it. I thought it was high possible about her boyfriend. I didn't know why I didn't feel happy after knowing this since this could be my opportunity to strike my Princess's fancy. Maybe I know that she is really in the happy mood when she is with her boyfriend. Yes, no doubt! This is clearly shown on their pictures.
Initially, I didn't want to bother her. I had struggled but eventually I lost! I couldn't concentrate to prepare my presentation script. Thus, I paused to a halt and counseled my Princess first. I entertained and teased her. I even invited her to watch "Storm Rider II" next month but I don't know whether she is free that time.
I invited her to support me on this Friday but she said she needs to go back on this Thursday as she will have motorcycle practical on this Friday. Haha, she learns how to ride a motorcycle already without passing her car test! Good luck to you!
I don't know why? Why you can abandon my Princess? Why don't you appreciate her? For your information, she is the best ever in the world. She chose you rather than chose me! So, why don't you just make her happy? Where were you when she was sad? Where were you going when she needed you? Why you can't realize it? Why you still want to play games even though she has approached you? Why you want to alienate her? Why? Why? Why?
As a third party, I am not qualified to give any comments or suggestions. What I hope is, please appreciate what you have before you regret!
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Monday, 2 November 2009
Challenge
There will be a big and significant event for S.I.C. this Friday! We will have a presentation in CA, that means we have to present on stage!
It sounds so scary, I don't know whether I will panic or not during that time. However, this is a good experience to all of us. This is quite challenging and I hope that we all will get through it with outstanding performance due to our bad ranking in the proposal section.
Even though the first place for presentation will not get us too much marks but at least, we will have a chance to move to the final (top 4). I really look forward to moving to the final and present in front of all the D.A.C. students while exempting 10 marks in our Financial Management test!
Nonetheless, our slide shows are still yet to complete. Humiliating? Haha... I hope God will bless us and stay with us till the final.
It sounds so scary, I don't know whether I will panic or not during that time. However, this is a good experience to all of us. This is quite challenging and I hope that we all will get through it with outstanding performance due to our bad ranking in the proposal section.
Even though the first place for presentation will not get us too much marks but at least, we will have a chance to move to the final (top 4). I really look forward to moving to the final and present in front of all the D.A.C. students while exempting 10 marks in our Financial Management test!
Nonetheless, our slide shows are still yet to complete. Humiliating? Haha... I hope God will bless us and stay with us till the final.
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
Roller Coaster
This week, the stock market collapses! As a result, the stocks that my group has invested collapse as well and due to this, we suffer over RM60000 losses!
Previously, our performance still quite well but this didn't last long especially after the announcement of the Budget 2010. This year, the budget seems to be not helping investors, instead it destroys the purchasing power!
Arr... What to do? Anyone can recommend me a stock which will rise more than 100% since the deadline for this investment game is this Friday! God... Save us!
Previously, our performance still quite well but this didn't last long especially after the announcement of the Budget 2010. This year, the budget seems to be not helping investors, instead it destroys the purchasing power!
Arr... What to do? Anyone can recommend me a stock which will rise more than 100% since the deadline for this investment game is this Friday! God... Save us!
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
How Do You Do?
Recently, I am extremely busy and tired! I will be facing lots of assignments, presentations and others soon.
Today, since my class ended earlier, I managed to grab some times to online. I saw my Princess when I on my msn. I viewed her msn profile and noticed that she wrote “失望失望失望...！！！appear in my brain..." yesterday! Wow, what happened to her? I decided to find her with intention to find out her problem and perhaps help her out of trouble! Unfortunately, she still hasn't replied me until now. I have not been contacting my Princess for quite a long time! Erm, not so miss her during this period. Is it because I am busy with the stuffs?
Then, I on my Friendster account and viewed my Princess's account. I was SHOCKED! I saw that she listed herself as in a relationship in her second account! I think she is really serious in this relationship this time! I wish you good luck and hope that you enjoy this great relationship! Erm, I was not feeling breathless when I saw this but frankly speaking, I was a bit disappointed!
Princess, you still can call me for help or tell me your problem so that I can lend you my hand. Remember, you are still my Princess as usual and as previous albeit we are not in the same year of study now. Really, if you have any problem, please don't feel shy to find me!
Today, since my class ended earlier, I managed to grab some times to online. I saw my Princess when I on my msn. I viewed her msn profile and noticed that she wrote “失望失望失望...！！！appear in my brain..." yesterday! Wow, what happened to her? I decided to find her with intention to find out her problem and perhaps help her out of trouble! Unfortunately, she still hasn't replied me until now. I have not been contacting my Princess for quite a long time! Erm, not so miss her during this period. Is it because I am busy with the stuffs?
Then, I on my Friendster account and viewed my Princess's account. I was SHOCKED! I saw that she listed herself as in a relationship in her second account! I think she is really serious in this relationship this time! I wish you good luck and hope that you enjoy this great relationship! Erm, I was not feeling breathless when I saw this but frankly speaking, I was a bit disappointed!
Princess, you still can call me for help or tell me your problem so that I can lend you my hand. Remember, you are still my Princess as usual and as previous albeit we are not in the same year of study now. Really, if you have any problem, please don't feel shy to find me!
Saturday, 17 October 2009
Vexation
After "The Day", I had dreamed my Princess twice in the following consecutive days. Last night, I didn't dream her but the dream was some sort related to her.
I dreamed that I received an sms from her but it was not from her ordinary handphone number. I was curious so I called her to confirm. It was a new handphone number and the person receiving the call was a boy. The boy then passed the phone to his brother. His brother was my Princess's boyfriend.
He sms me to test me. He did it! He prohibited me from contacting my Princess. Wow, I was so scared! 开玩笑, don't ever try to mortify me like this! You can't control me! In fact, I didn't contact my Princess for quite a long time already. As long as you treat my Princess well, I will bless you all! He warned me that if I contacted my Princess again, he would beat me and my Princess up. I went mad after hearing this! I applied some of my law knowledge to reply him. I told him that if he was dare enough to do it, he could find me and beat me up. Of course, I would revenge also because I was not stupid and just let him beat me. I told him if he prohibited my Princess from calling me, I would sue him under Section 16 Contracts Act of Civil Law. This section is about undue influence! And if he beat my Princess, I would sue him under criminal law!
After that, I woke up. Amazing, after "The Day", I didn't miss my Princess anymore, how come I still dreamed her? Luckily, these dreams didn't vex me! This semester really is the toughest semester. Very hectic and busy! Hopefully I can handle it!
I dreamed that I received an sms from her but it was not from her ordinary handphone number. I was curious so I called her to confirm. It was a new handphone number and the person receiving the call was a boy. The boy then passed the phone to his brother. His brother was my Princess's boyfriend.
He sms me to test me. He did it! He prohibited me from contacting my Princess. Wow, I was so scared! 开玩笑, don't ever try to mortify me like this! You can't control me! In fact, I didn't contact my Princess for quite a long time already. As long as you treat my Princess well, I will bless you all! He warned me that if I contacted my Princess again, he would beat me and my Princess up. I went mad after hearing this! I applied some of my law knowledge to reply him. I told him that if he was dare enough to do it, he could find me and beat me up. Of course, I would revenge also because I was not stupid and just let him beat me. I told him if he prohibited my Princess from calling me, I would sue him under Section 16 Contracts Act of Civil Law. This section is about undue influence! And if he beat my Princess, I would sue him under criminal law!
After that, I woke up. Amazing, after "The Day", I didn't miss my Princess anymore, how come I still dreamed her? Luckily, these dreams didn't vex me! This semester really is the toughest semester. Very hectic and busy! Hopefully I can handle it!
Monday, 12 October 2009
"The Day"
Yo,万众期待的"The Day"终于来了！今天，我终于完成了"The Day"的任务！
大概下午两点七个字，我就到达Princess租屋的楼下，我马上致电叫她下来。我下车，倚着车门等她。不一会儿，她就到了。我把礼物交给她，并对她说"sorry"，因为礼物来迟了。她说，她早就猜到我一直说要给她的东西就是她的生日礼物。哈哈，不错嘛，蛮聪明的！
我顺道问她，我是否该提出上诉！我很伤心，因为我令她失望了。她一直以为我能够拿4 flat，怎知如今我却辜负了她。我告诉她，我拿全部A，只是英文拿B+。Walao，我不曾在拉曼拿这样的成绩，这是有史以来，最差的成绩！我想来想去，越想越不爽，因为我的coursework拿A呀！而且，这次coursework 60%，final exam才40%而已呀！也就是说，我的final exam只拿到65分而已咯！不可能的嘛，我有这么差吗？拿A-就偷笑了！我问Princess我该不该appeal，因为我的阿姐说10个人去appeal，9.9999个会拿到一样的成绩，也就是说败诉！我不知道阿姐是对我的语文科没有信心，还是对他们lecturers太过有信心！
Princess也支持我去appeal，但是她也赞同我阿姐的看法，因为她的朋友也是这样的！她之所以支持我去appeal，是因为她知道如果我不去appeal，我的心里又会不爽！哈哈，真了解我！不过，在这之前，她问我如果我败诉会怎样？我答她说无所谓，反正影响不大！因为以目前的成绩呢，我的CGPA还有3.93，但如果我得到胜诉的话，也就是4 flat，我的CPGPA会上升到3.95。只相差0.02，也没差啦。只是，有了Princess的支持，还有为了这一口气，我决定去appeal！
过后，我就跟Princess告别了，因为我要去Red Box唱K了。我邀请她去，但是她说她下午四点半有课，我只好默默地目送进入电梯。在我去Red Box的途中，Princess sms我说我送她的礼物太透明了。哈哈，我早就警告过她了！我给她三个选择，一是多穿一件衣服或一条裤子；二是把它丢掉；三是把它当睡衣。她谢谢我送她礼物。其实你不必这么客气啦，因为这很可能是我送你最后的礼物，况且，只要你喜欢就好。
悄悄地告诉你们，在我跟Princess的见面和谈话后，我并没有依依不舍的感觉。这是否代表我已经放下了呢？还是我压抑得漂亮呢？我希望不是后者！虽然这个"The Day"跟我想象中的"The Day"有少许的不同，但是我还是相当满意的。
大概下午两点七个字，我就到达Princess租屋的楼下，我马上致电叫她下来。我下车，倚着车门等她。不一会儿，她就到了。我把礼物交给她，并对她说"sorry"，因为礼物来迟了。她说，她早就猜到我一直说要给她的东西就是她的生日礼物。哈哈，不错嘛，蛮聪明的！
我顺道问她，我是否该提出上诉！我很伤心，因为我令她失望了。她一直以为我能够拿4 flat，怎知如今我却辜负了她。我告诉她，我拿全部A，只是英文拿B+。Walao，我不曾在拉曼拿这样的成绩，这是有史以来，最差的成绩！我想来想去，越想越不爽，因为我的coursework拿A呀！而且，这次coursework 60%，final exam才40%而已呀！也就是说，我的final exam只拿到65分而已咯！不可能的嘛，我有这么差吗？拿A-就偷笑了！我问Princess我该不该appeal，因为我的阿姐说10个人去appeal，9.9999个会拿到一样的成绩，也就是说败诉！我不知道阿姐是对我的语文科没有信心，还是对他们lecturers太过有信心！
Princess也支持我去appeal，但是她也赞同我阿姐的看法，因为她的朋友也是这样的！她之所以支持我去appeal，是因为她知道如果我不去appeal，我的心里又会不爽！哈哈，真了解我！不过，在这之前，她问我如果我败诉会怎样？我答她说无所谓，反正影响不大！因为以目前的成绩呢，我的CGPA还有3.93，但如果我得到胜诉的话，也就是4 flat，我的CPGPA会上升到3.95。只相差0.02，也没差啦。只是，有了Princess的支持，还有为了这一口气，我决定去appeal！
过后，我就跟Princess告别了，因为我要去Red Box唱K了。我邀请她去，但是她说她下午四点半有课，我只好默默地目送进入电梯。在我去Red Box的途中，Princess sms我说我送她的礼物太透明了。哈哈，我早就警告过她了！我给她三个选择，一是多穿一件衣服或一条裤子；二是把它丢掉；三是把它当睡衣。她谢谢我送她礼物。其实你不必这么客气啦，因为这很可能是我送你最后的礼物，况且，只要你喜欢就好。
悄悄地告诉你们，在我跟Princess的见面和谈话后，我并没有依依不舍的感觉。这是否代表我已经放下了呢？还是我压抑得漂亮呢？我希望不是后者！虽然这个"The Day"跟我想象中的"The Day"有少许的不同，但是我还是相当满意的。
Monday, 5 October 2009
心淡
今天在college看了Princess的time table后，就有一股莫名的坏感觉！
在回家的途中，我sms给Princess。我问她有没有来college，几时回，这个学期拿几科。。。最后，我知道她今天就会乘坐学院巴士回家。我毛遂自荐要载她，顺便把"The Day"要做的事办完！很不幸的，我被拒绝了。她说她不想麻烦我，而且她已上了巴士。
可是，这则拒绝的简讯来得很晚。我怀疑她是故意的，因为她要避我！是我做错了什么吗？"The Day"会是我对你的告别式，连这么简单的要求你也不能满足我吗？在这段假期期间，我一共送了两盒“月饼”给你，但我却连一盒“月饼”都未曾从你哪儿获得！就连一封短讯都没有收到！实在是很心淡！你到底发生了什么事？为什么你的态度会180度转变？
一直以来，我都认为纵使你现在不属于我的，但有朝一日，你一定会属于我的，我一直认为目前的状况只是暂时性罢了！不过，这种感觉已经在我心里渐渐地淡化了！虽然我想维持下去，但我无能为力！为什么对于你，我老是力不从心！在你面前，一向大男人的我总是显得十分懦弱！对于你的事情，我总是得得到你的permission后方能去实践！为什么主动权一直不在我这儿呢？是我过分尊重你吗？
其实，你的拒绝并没有达到你的意愿！你老是说不想麻烦我，可是你知道吗？我不曾觉得这是麻烦！试想想，倘若我觉得麻烦的话，我还会offer你吗？就算你不想我继续对你纠缠不清或有所误会，也不必婉拒我的！你没有权利控制我对你的感觉！扪心自问，我在你面前一直以来都规规矩矩的，我并未曾在你面前令你难堪，放肆过！因为我不想你不开心！即使我有多不舍或心酸，我都一力承担，丝毫不敢在你面前透露半句！为什么我要这么做？不是因为我扮伟大，而是我在意你的一切！任何伤害你的事情，我都不愿意做，情愿自己一个人抵！我这么做，还不够吗？你有必要这么绝吗？
每个人都有他自己的价值。但是，我丝毫感觉不到我在你心目中的价值！我答应你，等到"The Day"谢幕之后，我会自动在你面前消失！我不会再发简讯给你，顶多是forwarded message。可是，你可以答应我吗？要活得自在，还有不要当我透明，即使只是hi-bye friend也okay。
在回家的途中，我sms给Princess。我问她有没有来college，几时回，这个学期拿几科。。。最后，我知道她今天就会乘坐学院巴士回家。我毛遂自荐要载她，顺便把"The Day"要做的事办完！很不幸的，我被拒绝了。她说她不想麻烦我，而且她已上了巴士。
可是，这则拒绝的简讯来得很晚。我怀疑她是故意的，因为她要避我！是我做错了什么吗？"The Day"会是我对你的告别式，连这么简单的要求你也不能满足我吗？在这段假期期间，我一共送了两盒“月饼”给你，但我却连一盒“月饼”都未曾从你哪儿获得！就连一封短讯都没有收到！实在是很心淡！你到底发生了什么事？为什么你的态度会180度转变？
一直以来，我都认为纵使你现在不属于我的，但有朝一日，你一定会属于我的，我一直认为目前的状况只是暂时性罢了！不过，这种感觉已经在我心里渐渐地淡化了！虽然我想维持下去，但我无能为力！为什么对于你，我老是力不从心！在你面前，一向大男人的我总是显得十分懦弱！对于你的事情，我总是得得到你的permission后方能去实践！为什么主动权一直不在我这儿呢？是我过分尊重你吗？
其实，你的拒绝并没有达到你的意愿！你老是说不想麻烦我，可是你知道吗？我不曾觉得这是麻烦！试想想，倘若我觉得麻烦的话，我还会offer你吗？就算你不想我继续对你纠缠不清或有所误会，也不必婉拒我的！你没有权利控制我对你的感觉！扪心自问，我在你面前一直以来都规规矩矩的，我并未曾在你面前令你难堪，放肆过！因为我不想你不开心！即使我有多不舍或心酸，我都一力承担，丝毫不敢在你面前透露半句！为什么我要这么做？不是因为我扮伟大，而是我在意你的一切！任何伤害你的事情，我都不愿意做，情愿自己一个人抵！我这么做，还不够吗？你有必要这么绝吗？
每个人都有他自己的价值。但是，我丝毫感觉不到我在你心目中的价值！我答应你，等到"The Day"谢幕之后，我会自动在你面前消失！我不会再发简讯给你，顶多是forwarded message。可是，你可以答应我吗？要活得自在，还有不要当我透明，即使只是hi-bye friend也okay。
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
败给妳
Princess,我不是输你的boyfriend而是败给你！
在这个学期期假期间，老实说，我是有想你的，不过这种感觉并没有像以前般浓厚！这是不是证明了我已放下了，我已痊愈了呢？虽然离期假的最后一天还有几天的时间，但so far我还没有收到你的一封简讯或一通电话！其实，我是很失望的！你知道吗？在这段时间里，我的身边发生了很多事情，我很想与你分享，但我知道，我不可以这么做，免得节外生枝！可是，这并不意味着你不可以联络我啊！你真狠心，很残忍。即使是一则forwarded message也可以令我开心及安心！
你知道收不到你的消息是多么的恐怖吗？我老觉得你有问题，在加上每日星座书里的描述，更令我着急万分！偏偏，我又得不到你的消息。我又能如何呢？惟有假扮若无其事咯！我得不断地游说自己说你现在很安全，很开心！
我真是败给了你的执著！想不到你会比我更“硬颈”！我输给你的坚持！我输给你的固执！如今惟有一如往常般的，每晚睡前都祝福你！我要上天保佑你“健康，幸福，快乐”！看来，我也是时候把应送你的礼物给包扎起来了。原本，我是想说，如果你在这段期间分手的话，我就能把我为你而写的歌词连同那份礼物给包扎起来。以现在的情况看来，已经不需要了！因为，我相信你们的感情会随着时光的飞逝而更深厚！
很多人都问我，既然Princess都不喜欢我，为什么我还要送礼物给她？理由很简单，即使她不爱我或暂时不爱我，我还是得履行我的承诺！虽说Princess不曾说过要我的礼物，可能她根本就不稀罕吧，但这是我在老早前于心里所对她许下的诺言！我必须做到，就当作是跟她的道别吧！因此，我会在这几天里把礼物包好。
Princess,我真是败给妳！
在这个学期期假期间，老实说，我是有想你的，不过这种感觉并没有像以前般浓厚！这是不是证明了我已放下了，我已痊愈了呢？虽然离期假的最后一天还有几天的时间，但so far我还没有收到你的一封简讯或一通电话！其实，我是很失望的！你知道吗？在这段时间里，我的身边发生了很多事情，我很想与你分享，但我知道，我不可以这么做，免得节外生枝！可是，这并不意味着你不可以联络我啊！你真狠心，很残忍。即使是一则forwarded message也可以令我开心及安心！
你知道收不到你的消息是多么的恐怖吗？我老觉得你有问题，在加上每日星座书里的描述，更令我着急万分！偏偏，我又得不到你的消息。我又能如何呢？惟有假扮若无其事咯！我得不断地游说自己说你现在很安全，很开心！
我真是败给了你的执著！想不到你会比我更“硬颈”！我输给你的坚持！我输给你的固执！如今惟有一如往常般的，每晚睡前都祝福你！我要上天保佑你“健康，幸福，快乐”！看来，我也是时候把应送你的礼物给包扎起来了。原本，我是想说，如果你在这段期间分手的话，我就能把我为你而写的歌词连同那份礼物给包扎起来。以现在的情况看来，已经不需要了！因为，我相信你们的感情会随着时光的飞逝而更深厚！
很多人都问我，既然Princess都不喜欢我，为什么我还要送礼物给她？理由很简单，即使她不爱我或暂时不爱我，我还是得履行我的承诺！虽说Princess不曾说过要我的礼物，可能她根本就不稀罕吧，但这是我在老早前于心里所对她许下的诺言！我必须做到，就当作是跟她的道别吧！因此，我会在这几天里把礼物包好。
Princess,我真是败给妳！
Monday, 28 September 2009
Approaching
"The Day" is approaching! The nearer "The Day" it is, the more reluctant I am!
I know you are curious about what is "The Day". It will be someday within the coming fortnight! I will tell you later, so now just keep it as mystery.
I know you are curious about what is "The Day". It will be someday within the coming fortnight! I will tell you later, so now just keep it as mystery.
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
Sit Straight
Yup, we need to sit straight, otherwise you will regret like me!
Today, when I arrived at my house after playing badminton, I took up my guts to look at my back through a mirror. Oh my God, I eventually found out the reason why I became shorter. It's my spinal cord!
I like to sit in a "lying L" manner albeit I know the serious consequences. However, I will only feel comfortable by sitting in this way. I used to convince myself that I had to change my way of sitting but this couldn't last long. It just lasted about 2 minutes, then I would sit in "lying L".
My "disperseverance" now teaches me a lesson. I have a "S" shape spinal cord now! SHIT!!! No wonder nowadays I became shorter! Arr... What should I do now? How can I have my normal spinal cord back? Who can tell me? Haiz...
Today, when I arrived at my house after playing badminton, I took up my guts to look at my back through a mirror. Oh my God, I eventually found out the reason why I became shorter. It's my spinal cord!
I like to sit in a "lying L" manner albeit I know the serious consequences. However, I will only feel comfortable by sitting in this way. I used to convince myself that I had to change my way of sitting but this couldn't last long. It just lasted about 2 minutes, then I would sit in "lying L".
My "disperseverance" now teaches me a lesson. I have a "S" shape spinal cord now! SHIT!!! No wonder nowadays I became shorter! Arr... What should I do now? How can I have my normal spinal cord back? Who can tell me? Haiz...
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