今早八点半，我的手机响了。原来是我set的reminder！我恍然才知道，原来时间这么快，今天是我跟Princess的认识一周年！我真是的！连这么重要的日子也会忘记，幸亏有reminder！难道，我真是这么忙吗？是的，最近我真的比较忙，不过还游刃有余，只是没有时间温习功课而已。因此，再过两个星期的三个测验，我真是不知如何是好！惟有尽人事，听天命了！
回想起来，去年的今天，我还是那刚步入爱上人的阶段。我还记得当时我很害怕及紧张，毕竟那是我第一次主动approach异性！我清楚地记得当时我的手掌及脚板冰冷，可能是紧张吧！真没用，哈哈！当时跟Princess第一次接触时，心情真是战战兢兢！一来，怕吓坏她；二来，要顾形象；三来，不知道Princess是个怎么样的人？她又会不会接受我呢？哈哈。。。还好，Princess是我见过最随和的女生，也因此，我们很快地就一拍即合了！
今天，我没有跟谁说起，也没有跟谁庆祝，因为即使是庆祝，女主角不在也是没有意思的！不过不用紧，因为下个星期五就是我展现我的才华的日子。届时，我一定要力拼冠军。我要证明给全世界，特别是Princess看，我是行的！同时，我也要向看不起我的人呛声，“你说我不行，我偏偏行！”
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Thursday, 26 November 2009
又一课
最近，我又上了一课！原来，事情往往并不会如你所愿！
出尔反尔，勾心斗角。。。。。。我很讨厌这些！因此，我喜欢跟小孩子在一起，因为我很享受他们的“天真无邪”。在孩子的世界里，不会有所谓的心机和心计；他们很单纯的，不会有妒忌，猜心及阴谋！相反的，大人的世界老是充满种种的妒，恨，怨，愁，仇，蔑。。。。。我很不喜欢这种感觉。在这样的环境下，我觉得很痛苦。所谓“穷则变，变则通，通则久”，我想离开。
这并不是我懦弱与逃避，而是我已经觉得好累，我无能为力了！因此，我只想做好本分，其余的，就让它随缘吧！将来，我除了本分外，还是做好我的本分了。这些“世界”并不适合我，我会继续寻找一带适合我的“地方”，隐姓埋名！我不会再逞强，我会收敛些，尽量笑脸迎人！不管是好人，坏人或小人，一概一视同仁，差别只在于话多或话少，只要他们不陷害我。倘若他们陷害我，就好比激起沉睡多时的我。届时，他们自会得到他们“应有”的！坦白告诉你，我可不是好惹的！最好趁我还未动怒之前，见好就收！
每当我的心情不好或低潮时，我便会想起Princess。这是很自然的！我想她陪我，即使一句话也不说也好或者说些别的事也好，只要她在我身边，我就会觉得很放松，很自在！可能这是心理作用吧！可是，我不曾这么做（虽然我很想），因为Princess没有义务陪我，听我诉苦，而且她也不是我的谁！不过，我发现，当我想起Tiffany的样子及笑容时，我马上便会露出难得的微笑！可能她的笑容很“真”吧！
出尔反尔，勾心斗角。。。。。。我很讨厌这些！因此，我喜欢跟小孩子在一起，因为我很享受他们的“天真无邪”。在孩子的世界里，不会有所谓的心机和心计；他们很单纯的，不会有妒忌，猜心及阴谋！相反的，大人的世界老是充满种种的妒，恨，怨，愁，仇，蔑。。。。。我很不喜欢这种感觉。在这样的环境下，我觉得很痛苦。所谓“穷则变，变则通，通则久”，我想离开。
这并不是我懦弱与逃避，而是我已经觉得好累，我无能为力了！因此，我只想做好本分，其余的，就让它随缘吧！将来，我除了本分外，还是做好我的本分了。这些“世界”并不适合我，我会继续寻找一带适合我的“地方”，隐姓埋名！我不会再逞强，我会收敛些，尽量笑脸迎人！不管是好人，坏人或小人，一概一视同仁，差别只在于话多或话少，只要他们不陷害我。倘若他们陷害我，就好比激起沉睡多时的我。届时，他们自会得到他们“应有”的！坦白告诉你，我可不是好惹的！最好趁我还未动怒之前，见好就收！
每当我的心情不好或低潮时，我便会想起Princess。这是很自然的！我想她陪我，即使一句话也不说也好或者说些别的事也好，只要她在我身边，我就会觉得很放松，很自在！可能这是心理作用吧！可是，我不曾这么做（虽然我很想），因为Princess没有义务陪我，听我诉苦，而且她也不是我的谁！不过，我发现，当我想起Tiffany的样子及笑容时，我马上便会露出难得的微笑！可能她的笑容很“真”吧！
Saturday, 21 November 2009
恭喜 2
恭喜啦！今天是我的二表姐出嫁的大好日子！我在这儿祝她永结同心，永浴爱河还有最重要的早生贵子！
原本我是要拍几张照片的，因为我的部落格算是蛮简单的，毫无声色，除了文字，还是文字！哈哈，不好意思哦！我会努力改进的！
为什么今天还是一样没有照片过过瘾呢？理由很简单，我找不到我所要拍的镜头。如果我出去拍，又显得我太碍眼，毕竟我并不是主人家嘛。而且，我也感到挺受冷落的！所以，我就索性不拍了！
我近来都甚少出席这种场合的，除非是我从未去过的餐厅或酒店，当然，前提是我要空闲啦！为什么呢？我自闭吗？不是，只是我不想参加这种吵吵闹闹的环境！相比起吵闹，我更倾向于安静！况且，出席这类场合，也就是说我得跟我的家人一起。这就是我所不想的！可能是话不投机，不同频道吧！
你知道吗？整个晚宴，我都觉得异常的寂寞！我原本是打算邀请Princess一同出席的，顺道向全世界公布我们的关系，但是她还未跟她的男朋友分手，所以身份尴尬，不方便！倘若我那么荣幸，能够请到Princess陪我出席，我会是当场的主角。我们会是羡煞旁人的一对！全场的焦点定会是我们！很可惜，这一幕没有发生！如果当时Princess在我身边，我便不会那么闷！
不管如何啦，再一次，我祝一对新人白头到老！
原本我是要拍几张照片的，因为我的部落格算是蛮简单的，毫无声色，除了文字，还是文字！哈哈，不好意思哦！我会努力改进的！
为什么今天还是一样没有照片过过瘾呢？理由很简单，我找不到我所要拍的镜头。如果我出去拍，又显得我太碍眼，毕竟我并不是主人家嘛。而且，我也感到挺受冷落的！所以，我就索性不拍了！
我近来都甚少出席这种场合的，除非是我从未去过的餐厅或酒店，当然，前提是我要空闲啦！为什么呢？我自闭吗？不是，只是我不想参加这种吵吵闹闹的环境！相比起吵闹，我更倾向于安静！况且，出席这类场合，也就是说我得跟我的家人一起。这就是我所不想的！可能是话不投机，不同频道吧！
你知道吗？整个晚宴，我都觉得异常的寂寞！我原本是打算邀请Princess一同出席的，顺道向全世界公布我们的关系，但是她还未跟她的男朋友分手，所以身份尴尬，不方便！倘若我那么荣幸，能够请到Princess陪我出席，我会是当场的主角。我们会是羡煞旁人的一对！全场的焦点定会是我们！很可惜，这一幕没有发生！如果当时Princess在我身边，我便不会那么闷！
不管如何啦，再一次，我祝一对新人白头到老！
Thursday, 19 November 2009
Bad Luck
I don't know why recently I am so "black"! I can't feel my energy after my group's top 10 presentation, it might be I had used up my energy. Come on, so long time already, you should have been coming back!
Similarly, this happens to Tristian. We can't make a right move in dealing with the stock market. All of our purchased stocks are suffering losses except MEDIA which just earns us less than RM1000. Next week is the deadline of the trading period, I hope that we will be better because we really don't much time left!
Even though the mark allocation for trading is just 20% but I think it is quite significant as this probably will be one of the key factors to achieve my target--Number one! Besides, I feel that our presentation is not the best among others! Haiz, I won't let my spirit down as this is not the time! I have to motivate my teammates as well and I wish God can bless us!
Similarly, this happens to Tristian. We can't make a right move in dealing with the stock market. All of our purchased stocks are suffering losses except MEDIA which just earns us less than RM1000. Next week is the deadline of the trading period, I hope that we will be better because we really don't much time left!
Even though the mark allocation for trading is just 20% but I think it is quite significant as this probably will be one of the key factors to achieve my target--Number one! Besides, I feel that our presentation is not the best among others! Haiz, I won't let my spirit down as this is not the time! I have to motivate my teammates as well and I wish God can bless us!
Monday, 9 November 2009
Feeling
Why? These two days, I missed my Princess so much! I had been trying to avoid myself from being vexed by this feeling but eventually I failed to make it!
I was depressed! I don't know why I will miss her so much until I can't free myself from this kind of feeling. It is truly terrible and horrible! I couldn't concentrate on my work when this feeling stroke me!
Last time, when I was annoyed by this feeling, I hoped that I could escape as soon as possible! This kind of feeling didn't irritate me anymore since I was able to let go recently! Nevertheless, I missed that feeling! It is so contradicted!
I don't know why I will miss the feeling even if it is suffering! Perhaps I want to have somethings that relate to my Princess! 犯贱! I realise that I still love her but the problem is, I am not dare to love her and she has a boyfriend already even though she is quarreling with him! I believe that they will recover soon as my Princess just 斗气 with him!
If I were my Princess, I would cease this relationship as he couldn't do what I hope for. In the other words, he is not her real man! Their problem has been happening for several times but he still doesn't want to change! That means, this is his behavior and if Princess can tolerate with him, she doesn't need to feel angry now. However, I can promise here is I won't be like that in case we are having relationship.
I also know that I shouldn't think like this as her boyfriend might be having somethings which strike my Princess's fancy. If the thing or behavior is the element which makes you love him so much, then you should accept it!
As a third party, I don't know the exact incident, what I can advise is accepting it if you don't mind and if you can't accept it, please leave him instead of suffering continuously. It is not practical and rational to continue this relationship just because of this was your choice. Princess, you still can reverse! There is someone who is still waiting for you!
I was depressed! I don't know why I will miss her so much until I can't free myself from this kind of feeling. It is truly terrible and horrible! I couldn't concentrate on my work when this feeling stroke me!
Last time, when I was annoyed by this feeling, I hoped that I could escape as soon as possible! This kind of feeling didn't irritate me anymore since I was able to let go recently! Nevertheless, I missed that feeling! It is so contradicted!
I don't know why I will miss the feeling even if it is suffering! Perhaps I want to have somethings that relate to my Princess! 犯贱! I realise that I still love her but the problem is, I am not dare to love her and she has a boyfriend already even though she is quarreling with him! I believe that they will recover soon as my Princess just 斗气 with him!
If I were my Princess, I would cease this relationship as he couldn't do what I hope for. In the other words, he is not her real man! Their problem has been happening for several times but he still doesn't want to change! That means, this is his behavior and if Princess can tolerate with him, she doesn't need to feel angry now. However, I can promise here is I won't be like that in case we are having relationship.
I also know that I shouldn't think like this as her boyfriend might be having somethings which strike my Princess's fancy. If the thing or behavior is the element which makes you love him so much, then you should accept it!
As a third party, I don't know the exact incident, what I can advise is accepting it if you don't mind and if you can't accept it, please leave him instead of suffering continuously. It is not practical and rational to continue this relationship just because of this was your choice. Princess, you still can reverse! There is someone who is still waiting for you!
Friday, 6 November 2009
Well Done
Today, my team was having a Business Investment Presentation in my college. This was also the first time for majority of us to present on the stage.
We practised once before we entered into CA and during that rehearsal, I suddenly forgot my speech! Oh my God! Luckily, nothing happened when we are presenting on the stage.
Our overall performance was quite good but there were some points that we needed to bear in mind and improve ourselves. We got remarkable comments from the judges. Even though there are still lots of outstanding teams but I am quite confident that we will move to the final. Thereupon, see you in the final!
We practised once before we entered into CA and during that rehearsal, I suddenly forgot my speech! Oh my God! Luckily, nothing happened when we are presenting on the stage.
Our overall performance was quite good but there were some points that we needed to bear in mind and improve ourselves. We got remarkable comments from the judges. Even though there are still lots of outstanding teams but I am quite confident that we will move to the final. Thereupon, see you in the final!
Monday, 2 November 2009
Appreciation
Haiz, please la, please appreciate it! This is specially addressed to my Princess's boyfriend.
I saw my Princess on at about 8.20p.m.. I chatted with her after struggling for a moment since I saw her personal message. She changed her personal message thrice throughout our conversation! These messages were full of disappointment! I was worried that my Princess felt disappointed and upset.
I asked her whether she was okay? She said she was okay temporarily. This was worrying me even more. I tried to entertained her. She said it was her choice, so she would take it. I thought it was high possible about her boyfriend. I didn't know why I didn't feel happy after knowing this since this could be my opportunity to strike my Princess's fancy. Maybe I know that she is really in the happy mood when she is with her boyfriend. Yes, no doubt! This is clearly shown on their pictures.
Initially, I didn't want to bother her. I had struggled but eventually I lost! I couldn't concentrate to prepare my presentation script. Thus, I paused to a halt and counseled my Princess first. I entertained and teased her. I even invited her to watch "Storm Rider II" next month but I don't know whether she is free that time.
I invited her to support me on this Friday but she said she needs to go back on this Thursday as she will have motorcycle practical on this Friday. Haha, she learns how to ride a motorcycle already without passing her car test! Good luck to you!
I don't know why? Why you can abandon my Princess? Why don't you appreciate her? For your information, she is the best ever in the world. She chose you rather than chose me! So, why don't you just make her happy? Where were you when she was sad? Where were you going when she needed you? Why you can't realize it? Why you still want to play games even though she has approached you? Why you want to alienate her? Why? Why? Why?
As a third party, I am not qualified to give any comments or suggestions. What I hope is, please appreciate what you have before you regret!
I saw my Princess on at about 8.20p.m.. I chatted with her after struggling for a moment since I saw her personal message. She changed her personal message thrice throughout our conversation! These messages were full of disappointment! I was worried that my Princess felt disappointed and upset.
I asked her whether she was okay? She said she was okay temporarily. This was worrying me even more. I tried to entertained her. She said it was her choice, so she would take it. I thought it was high possible about her boyfriend. I didn't know why I didn't feel happy after knowing this since this could be my opportunity to strike my Princess's fancy. Maybe I know that she is really in the happy mood when she is with her boyfriend. Yes, no doubt! This is clearly shown on their pictures.
Initially, I didn't want to bother her. I had struggled but eventually I lost! I couldn't concentrate to prepare my presentation script. Thus, I paused to a halt and counseled my Princess first. I entertained and teased her. I even invited her to watch "Storm Rider II" next month but I don't know whether she is free that time.
I invited her to support me on this Friday but she said she needs to go back on this Thursday as she will have motorcycle practical on this Friday. Haha, she learns how to ride a motorcycle already without passing her car test! Good luck to you!
I don't know why? Why you can abandon my Princess? Why don't you appreciate her? For your information, she is the best ever in the world. She chose you rather than chose me! So, why don't you just make her happy? Where were you when she was sad? Where were you going when she needed you? Why you can't realize it? Why you still want to play games even though she has approached you? Why you want to alienate her? Why? Why? Why?
As a third party, I am not qualified to give any comments or suggestions. What I hope is, please appreciate what you have before you regret!
Challenge
There will be a big and significant event for S.I.C. this Friday! We will have a presentation in CA, that means we have to present on stage!
It sounds so scary, I don't know whether I will panic or not during that time. However, this is a good experience to all of us. This is quite challenging and I hope that we all will get through it with outstanding performance due to our bad ranking in the proposal section.
Even though the first place for presentation will not get us too much marks but at least, we will have a chance to move to the final (top 4). I really look forward to moving to the final and present in front of all the D.A.C. students while exempting 10 marks in our Financial Management test!
Nonetheless, our slide shows are still yet to complete. Humiliating? Haha... I hope God will bless us and stay with us till the final.
It sounds so scary, I don't know whether I will panic or not during that time. However, this is a good experience to all of us. This is quite challenging and I hope that we all will get through it with outstanding performance due to our bad ranking in the proposal section.
Even though the first place for presentation will not get us too much marks but at least, we will have a chance to move to the final (top 4). I really look forward to moving to the final and present in front of all the D.A.C. students while exempting 10 marks in our Financial Management test!
Nonetheless, our slide shows are still yet to complete. Humiliating? Haha... I hope God will bless us and stay with us till the final.
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
Roller Coaster
This week, the stock market collapses! As a result, the stocks that my group has invested collapse as well and due to this, we suffer over RM60000 losses!
Previously, our performance still quite well but this didn't last long especially after the announcement of the Budget 2010. This year, the budget seems to be not helping investors, instead it destroys the purchasing power!
Arr... What to do? Anyone can recommend me a stock which will rise more than 100% since the deadline for this investment game is this Friday! God... Save us!
Previously, our performance still quite well but this didn't last long especially after the announcement of the Budget 2010. This year, the budget seems to be not helping investors, instead it destroys the purchasing power!
Arr... What to do? Anyone can recommend me a stock which will rise more than 100% since the deadline for this investment game is this Friday! God... Save us!
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
How Do You Do?
Recently, I am extremely busy and tired! I will be facing lots of assignments, presentations and others soon.
Today, since my class ended earlier, I managed to grab some times to online. I saw my Princess when I on my msn. I viewed her msn profile and noticed that she wrote “失望失望失望...！！！appear in my brain..." yesterday! Wow, what happened to her? I decided to find her with intention to find out her problem and perhaps help her out of trouble! Unfortunately, she still hasn't replied me until now. I have not been contacting my Princess for quite a long time! Erm, not so miss her during this period. Is it because I am busy with the stuffs?
Then, I on my Friendster account and viewed my Princess's account. I was SHOCKED! I saw that she listed herself as in a relationship in her second account! I think she is really serious in this relationship this time! I wish you good luck and hope that you enjoy this great relationship! Erm, I was not feeling breathless when I saw this but frankly speaking, I was a bit disappointed!
Princess, you still can call me for help or tell me your problem so that I can lend you my hand. Remember, you are still my Princess as usual and as previous albeit we are not in the same year of study now. Really, if you have any problem, please don't feel shy to find me!
Today, since my class ended earlier, I managed to grab some times to online. I saw my Princess when I on my msn. I viewed her msn profile and noticed that she wrote “失望失望失望...！！！appear in my brain..." yesterday! Wow, what happened to her? I decided to find her with intention to find out her problem and perhaps help her out of trouble! Unfortunately, she still hasn't replied me until now. I have not been contacting my Princess for quite a long time! Erm, not so miss her during this period. Is it because I am busy with the stuffs?
Then, I on my Friendster account and viewed my Princess's account. I was SHOCKED! I saw that she listed herself as in a relationship in her second account! I think she is really serious in this relationship this time! I wish you good luck and hope that you enjoy this great relationship! Erm, I was not feeling breathless when I saw this but frankly speaking, I was a bit disappointed!
Princess, you still can call me for help or tell me your problem so that I can lend you my hand. Remember, you are still my Princess as usual and as previous albeit we are not in the same year of study now. Really, if you have any problem, please don't feel shy to find me!
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