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Friday, 22 October 2010

犯贱 2

还记得吗,上一次我写“犯贱”这标题时的理由?这次当然也不例外!只是女主角换人了,哈哈。。。

以前,我有所回避与表现冷漠,妳就嫌我孤僻;如今我热情,想拉近我俩的距离,妳却厌烦!妳到底要我怎样?是否我已没有利用价值了?还是我配不上妳?

为何我在其他事情上可以很潇洒,但在感情上却犹豫不决,爱给自己无数的理由,而且是毫无根据的烂借口来游说自己?为什么我就不能洒脱一些,给它来个直截了断呢?

我也是人,也有压力、烦躁、郁闷的时候!那,为什么我要付出无谓的牺牲呢?我吃饱太得空吗?不是!我爱管闲事或“鸡婆”吗?不是!那又为什么我总爱为妳操心呢?我是因为关心妳。我不想看到妳不开心的样子,因为妳在我心目中是无忧无虑的乐天派!我不舍得看到你辛苦!换来的是什么?是妳的不在乎、不稀罕!只有两个字来形容我而已--“犯贱”!我超犯贱的!我真的觉得如此!

在感情的课题上,我真的输得一文不剩!我认输了!至少,短期内我不想再“碰”它了!还记得我伤得最重的那次吗?就是我对Princess的感情,不过小弟在此事先声明,不是Princess hurt我,从头到尾都只是我一厢情愿的,也就是说是我自找的!我不怪她。因为有了那次的经验,再加上Howard借我读的那本书,我才真正领悟到其中的道理!因此,我想,我今天还是给它作个了断吧!这样,对妳与对我都好!

一切在还未确定之前,我不会再付出真感情。因为我瞭解我自己,一旦付出了哪怕只是一丁点的感情,就很难收回了!而且这几天我反复地问我自己同一道问题,那就是“我到底喜欢妳什么?”。我费尽心思想了很多天,总找不到其他答案。我只是喜欢妳的外表而已!外表这个东西可以长久吗?它是经不起时间考验的东西!十问九不应的性格我喜欢吗?不喜欢!常不与我分享心事的态度我喜欢吗?也不喜欢!时而热情,时而冷淡的行为我喜欢吗?不喜欢!

根据我阿姐的说法,我是个典型的大男人。不过,如果真的有那么一个人可以管治我不羁的行为的话,我是可以当小男人的。但是,目前我绝对不是妳所呼之则来,驱之则去的玩偶!我是有尊严的!而且,我永远也猜不透妳的心,真是女人心,海底针!这让我很没有安全感!

既然如此,万事就从新开始吧!既然升不了好朋友的阶段,那倒不如维持朋友的原状就好!我也有我的事情做!也有我的烦恼!既然大家都各忙各的,各怀理想,那倒不如放我们双方自由,让我们尽情发挥!未来的事情,我不知道;故事的结局如何,我也一窍不通!或许有朝一日,妳我都累了,在重逢之际,会擦出火花呢?一切便顺其自然吧!我也不会设定谁谁人为我的目标。我要风流,正所谓“人不风流,枉少年”!我是无脚的小鸟!

就让我“寂寞寂寞就好”-->‘还是原来那个妳 是我自己做梦妳又改变什么 会有什么 什么都没有 早点看破 才看得见以后 我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱 就让我一个人去痛到 受不了 伤到 快疯掉 死不了就还好 我寂寞寂寞就好 妳真的不用来我回忆里微笑 我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了 赖着 不放掉 人本来就寂寞的 我总会把妳 戒掉’

Sunday, 17 October 2010

Football 3

Last night, I was so lucky to have wireless line from Prolink. I watched the match of Manchester United vs West Bromwich. I was quite delighted when Manchester United managed to score the second goal. Thereafter, I watched a drama because the line was lag and I was quite confident that Manchester United would win the match.

However, it was so disappointed when I checked the results this morning. Manchester United just managed to have a draw with West Bromwich at Old Trafford. They were equalised by the opponent in the second half. It was so unreasonable and unforgivable! Where are your performance and form? Are you playing a fool this season? Don't you eager for the league title? What's the problem again at the second year of post-Ronaldo era?

It is absolutely unforgivable for being equalised by weak opponents! If you still desire for champions, then please regulate your form and play hard! Otherwise, you even can't beat Arsenal and Manchester City! It is also not surprising for being knocked-out from the UEFA Champion League with current form. The worst case would be losing the rights to participate in the UEFA Champion League next season. Bear in mind, you will collapse then due to the heavy debts.

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

Contradictory 2

I have had no mood throughout the whole day! I am so tired today. As a result, I couldn't concentrate on my study.

What made the thing worse was my classmate asked me a question which made me speechless and "answerless" after the Financial Reporting's lecture. I just wanted to beat him up after listening to his question. Why you want to ask me this question? I don't blame you because you know nothing about us but please don't ask me! I am fed up with this!

I don't know how to answer you too as everything seems so uncertain right now! If you dare, just ask her directly yourself. Don't disturb me. Don't make my life worse!

Thursday, 7 October 2010

恭喜 3

昨天,是我的三表姐出嫁的大好日子,但是她说她并未出嫁,只是注册而已,本身还没过门的。哈哈,但是她却在双方父亲,也就是见证人面前答“我愿意”,当主婚女士念完结婚誓词时。真是搞不懂她,本来还打算明年就多了一封红包嘛,哈哈。。。可是,他们下午又去看房子了。真是矛盾!

我六点半就醒了,梳洗完毕后就打给我表哥,催他起床,因为表姐说我们八点十五分就要出发了。怎知,到后来,新郎到了,她却还在朋友家化妆。我们最后八点半才出门。我们分两辆车出发,新郎就载新娘和我的姨丈与二阿姨;而我则坐表哥的车去。由于表哥识路,因此我们很快就到达目的地了。我当时才知道,原来要去Putrajaya,需要RM1.30的过tol钱一趟,来回就RM2.60了。

我们拍了很多照片,也知道原来要结婚,注册费只需区区的RM30。我当天的任务呢,就是充当摄影师咯,我一个人需要拿3部相机,包括我的手机,还有我的姨丈的摄影机。

双方家长合照。

我的三表姐。

新郎哥-豪哥。

男方家人和我的姨丈。

女方家人。

















这就是Putrajaya外景。



这是回教堂。

这就是首相署。

这条桥叫Jambatan Seri Wawasan。

赶快把握机会,来张自拍先。

在我们去拿车的途中,碰见很多中国旅客。其中一位叔叔说:“哇,为什么马来西亚的装修工程老是不能竣工的?”。再往前走一点,他又说:“哇,怎么马来西亚的工程那么棒啊?”。其实,是路边的石椅少了一大块砖。我们无言以对,我只是对他说,这就是马来西亚的杰作,而我是从香港来的,我的表哥则说他来自台北,哈哈。。。

过后,我们就去沙登(Serdang)的三友冷气酒家吃午餐。

表哥说,这餐应该要每人至少RM30++,因为有乳猪仔。过后,我就去表哥家看《公主嫁到》。之后,我们就去加央(Kajang)。我们先去Giant,因为表哥要交petty cash给老板。我就顺便在Guardian买了雪花膏,不然我的脸真是见不得人;而表哥则买了Axe的香水。表哥还带了我去买墨镜,我抓紧机会买了polarized的墨镜,因为表哥帮我可以得到大概29%的折扣,我的polarized墨镜要价RM39.90(市价)。折扣多吧?哈哈。。。


来到Kajang当然不能放过去吃远近驰名的沙爹啦!




Kajang的沙爹,有什么不一样呢?肉很多,但是酱不辣。因此,我个人还是比较喜欢槟城的沙爹。跟你们说,槟城的美食真是没有得弹的。我们打包了很多回家。

我们在吃沙爹时,表哥忽然告诉我,他是一半破产的人。因为他申请了AKPK,再也不能用信用卡了。其实,AKPK是一个很好的计划,因为它会跟银行商量,冻结申请人的信用卡,然后允许申请人用最多十年的期限来归还卡债,而卡债只有9%p.a.。表哥说这样他才有能力存钱,不然他的工钱都拿来付卡债了。

Wednesday, 6 October 2010

Magic Series 4

Actually, these two magics were filmed last week. Nevertheless, I didn't upload them on my blog as for your information, it is very slow and difficult to upload video by using broadband. Thereupon, I keep them in order to upload them with Streamyx in my uncle's house.

The first magic video is just for your enjoyment. It requires sleight of hands. But, the second magic video, which is 'Grandpa's Ace' is the most difficult one. This is the hardest magic that I have ever learned. This magic is originated from David Copperfield's grandfather. His grandfather taught him this magic when he was still a kid. David Copperfield wanted to present this magic in front of public while inviting his grandfather to be seated in the first row. However, his grandfather passed away before his dream came true. 'Grandpa's Ace' requires a lot of techniques and sleight of hands. For example, double lift, setting and so on. I didn't do well in this magic, but I hope you all really enjoy it.


Tuesday, 5 October 2010

First Hit

We checked our first semester's examination results in this morning. Actually, I didn't feel disappointed about my results since I was just able to get A- for English For Commerce, B+ for both Taxation and Business Information Technology and Application. To me, these results were terrible if you judged them with my Diploma's ones. However, I didn't feel disappointed but shocked. This is because I have never thought of getting A- for my English paper. For your information, I have never got an A for English paper in TARc. I thought I was able to overwrite this curse after taking the examination since I got A for my coursework and I was able to tackle the questions. I think, there is still a long way for me to improve my comprehension skills. Haha, I was downgraded from a distinction student to a merit student.

So, this was my first hit in the main campus and obviously, it was a failure. Out of my expectation, my Luckygirl sms me before my lecture started. She was so curious to know about my results. I tried to conceal it but at last I told her the truth. Her CGPA was same with me but grades for each subjects were the difference. She said she was upset and couldn't accept the truth. She needs some time to get through it. Oh my God, looks like she really takes results seriously. I don't know what will she feel and think after knowing my results. Am I disappointing her? Hopefully not but I doubt. I am afraid to think about it if she knows what will be my future career. For your information, I really appreciate her.

After my Audit tutorial, I went back to my hostel as soon as possible as I was rushing to Sungai Besi LRT station to wait for my cousin. Why? Haha... She is going to register to be married tomorrow at Putrajaya Registration Department. But, so unluckily, it rained like cats and dogs when I was going out of my hostel. Everything went smoothly after I reached the Wangsa Maju LRT station. I didn't need to queue up or wait for the train as the train arrived as soon as I reached there. Nevertheless, I felt I was useless when I was waiting for my cousin at Sungai Besi LRT station's bus station. A foreigner asked me:"Do you know how to go to Desa Tasik?" while showing me a list of addresses and pointing at Desa Tasik. At that moment, I was eagerly to help him but I couldn't as I could be considered as a foreigner as well in Kuala Lumpur. I had no choice and replied:"I don't know, sorry." He was quite disappointed but he continue to asked a Malay guy sitting beside me. Luckily he could help him but the foreigner seemed not trusting him.

Furthermore, I could feel about the caring of the society. On my way heading to Masjid Jamek, a blind person entered. Surprisingly, two Indian or foreigners who were sitting stood up and let the seats to the blind person. Wow, so touched! Along the journey, I noticed that the stick specially designed for blind person could be folded into 4 parts. This was what I didn't know before that.

Okay, back to today's topic. In my opinion, we can't always blame or try to rectify the past. Instead, we have to plan for our future. We can't do anything about the past but the future is still in our hand. Therefore, let's do a pre-assumption for this new semester. This semester, I take 3 subjects, which are Financial Management, Financial Reporting and Audit and Assurance. Among these 3 subjects, I am not confident in Audit and Assurance, especially after today's tutorial. This is because I can't link what I have learned to answer the question. The questions in Advanced Diploma are not as simple as Diploma's ones. Other than giving the definition or so-called points, we still need to give relevant explanation or elaboration. From what my Audit tutor showed was linking the relevant elaboration with the knowledge that we have learned from the study text. The problem is, I can't link the points up as she does. I know that I have to strengthen my skills on this part.

Monday, 27 September 2010

Magic Series 3

Yo, today is the first day of the second semester. After the Financial Management lecture, I went to office to certify some documents. After that, I found Vincent and followed him to Examination Department to take his Diploma Certificate. Unluckily, the stuff told him to check it out in October. Then, we went to canteen.

It was too early to have a lunch as it was just 10:15a.m.. Therefore, we chit-chat over there. I proposed to sleep in library and then have our lunch. He rejected me as he didn't want to get into library in the first day of the new semester. Suddenly, I mentioned about Grandpa's Ace and he knew it very well as this was the trick that David Copperfield's grandpa taught him. I showed him but we didn't film it as I still need more practices before we actually film it.

However, we did film another magic video clip. It's called "Jumping Aces". Let's enjoy:


This trick is easy to do. I believe that most of you can see the secret but just keep it as a secret and enjoy the process.

Saturday, 25 September 2010

怎么了?

怎么了?我到底是怎么了?

我打从昨天起,心中就言不由衷地“寒”了起来。我不知道我到底是在担忧、害怕些什么。心绪总是得不到安宁!很烦恼,超不喜欢这种感觉。可能明天我便得回去吉隆坡读书了吧!不过,我倒不是整天都那么忐忑的,但是当这种情绪来时,我就很难受。

可能是我还没有准备好回去吧!又或者是这次的假期还不够长吧!老实说,我真的是还没有准备好迎接新的学期。我不清楚,我真的很害怕回去。我超不想回去的,我要呆在槟城!无论如何,我明天还是得回去,因为下个星期一就是新学期的开始。

唉,见步行步吧!

Thursday, 23 September 2010

齐天大圣

Yo,今天是我的契爹的元旦。等一下,谁是我的契爹?



这就是我的契爹了!帅吧!是不是很威武呢?哈哈。。。

我跟他是在我还很小时结缘的。根据我老豆的说法,我小时候生病,看了医生也无法痊愈。就在这姻缘巧合之下,我老豆带了我来找他。很神奇的,他叫我的老豆把我给他当契子,我老豆想也不想就答应了。我事后当然也药到病除啦!就这样,我们就结为契父子了。

人家说,农历八月十五的月亮是最圆与最亮的,因为是中秋节的关系。不过,我却不认同。我觉得农历八月十六的月亮才是至圆、至亮的。这是我近几年观察月亮后的结果,而且根据科学研究也是如此。很凑巧的,农历八月十六就是我的契爹的元旦。看吧,多么的凑巧!真是买字也没有这么准。

今年,是我第一次拿契爹的“面龟”。我看见很多“过运”的人都拿,我在给谊子钱时问柜台的阿姨我可以拿吗,她说谊子就拿一个吧!哈哈。。。我拿了一包,一包有两个“面龟”,还拿了两个仙桃。我回家时把“面龟”给阿嫲,阿嫲说照理说,只有契子才可以拿“面龟”。那么,我明年尝试再拿吧,毕竟契子是大过天的,哈哈。。。

我的契爹呢,虽然我从来都没有跟他说过话,也一年只有他元旦那一天去拜他,但是他并不小气哦,他还是无时无刻“照”着我。这,我是能感觉到的。我也很开心可以成为他的谊子,同时我感到很光荣。我老豆说,齐天大圣是很少收谊子的,也就是说,他的谊子很少。但是,像我这种他主动要求当谊子的更少之又少,因此我感到很光荣的!而且,我也会继续当他谊子直到永远。

契爹,虽然你的谊子我没有你那天大的本事,但是身为你的谊子,我也不会让我们“猴氏家族”丢脸的。我没有你的一百分,至少我会尽力做到八十分。契爹,“Yo,驶乜惊啊!”


Sunday, 19 September 2010

Taman Sukun 4

今早,我又去找我的妈妈了。这仿佛是我每次一回家乡的必去之处,因为我的家人全都不识路。其实,我们已经去过至少三次了,不会全程,至少也会去到那一带吧!

这次比较特别一点,因为我们是早上去的。星期日的早晨,果然与众不同,因为路上特别宁静。我们打算去北海吃早餐的,但是我们所经过的路段的咖啡厅都没有开,Raja Uda又不会去。我当时在想,星期日休息或只做下午或晚上的生意是否就是北海人的习惯呢?没有办法,只好碰碰运气,去妈妈家附近的咖啡厅看看吧!一到那儿,只见咖啡厅是开的,但是人烟稀少,小贩也只有一档是开的。冇便,只好下车填饱肚子再说。我们叫了云吞面,但是我看了就没有胃口了。果然,味道甚至比吉隆坡的还要来得差!

过后,我们就去找妈妈了。妈妈看见我们来,很意外,因为她以为我们会在下午才来。她跟阿嫲聊了很多。而且,这次阿嫲很好,没有再批评妈妈住家的地点了,否则我可真是动怒了。因为这已经是事实,不能改变了,不买也买了嘛!妈妈说她在医院住了两个礼拜,因为她喘,头晕,脚又因为糖尿病的关系肿胀!我看了,还觉得很夸张。她的脚真是肿到难以形容,比我以前踢球受伤时还要肿,而且脚板都逐渐泛黑了。看来,她的糖尿指数又加重了。

这次,我终于看见妈妈的孩子了。他变了。他已经没有以前那么胖了,但是肤色略黑,因为他现在正在当送鱼丸司机,每天几乎都槟威两地来回跑。阿嫲就趁机叫他有空带妈妈来我家住几天。很意外的是,他表现得彬彬有礼,看见我还会说我长大了,还为我们准备饮料呢!希望他不是因为我们是客人的关系而做戏吧!

我们逗留了一个小时半左右就打道回府了。妈妈在我们临回前问我几时回吉隆坡,过年时是否会回来。她还说,她很高兴我们去看她。

妈妈,你自己要保重啊!我会常打电话给你的。

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