是的，我真的累了！今天凌晨大约四点多，我的手机响。当然，我还是睡眼惺忪地起床去接，可是当我要接时，它就不响了。换作是别人，可能会在夜间关机或设定震动式，但我是永远都开机的！因为，我不曾在半夜接获“鬼来电”，而且我也已经答应Princess，我的手机是24小时为她on call！
自从Princess第一次sms我的那天起，我总是机不离手。我人到哪，手机就会到哪!而且，只要一收到sms或手机响，我便会一支箭地飞奔去接，因为我要第一时间回复Princess！
这几天，我不知怎么的，那种伤感又来了!连aL也察觉到，他说我比起上几个学期，我的笑容已经荡然无存了，我已不再开朗，不再那么活泼。我只淡淡地回他说我没有心情。可能是吧！我自己也不清楚！怎么会这样？那个结总是解不开！我分析过，可能是我不甘心吧！毕竟付出了这么多，换来的却是如此。虽然我口口声声地说即使得不到，我也要祝福Princess，但是我真的做到吗？我想，或许有55%吧！
我累了，我不要再背着这个包袱，我要做回我自己！可是，我要多久才能做得到呢？无人晓得，只有上天知道！现在这种状况不算最差，毕竟我们还是会交谈。但人总是不知足的。如果时间能倒流，我冀望我和Princess的关系可以维持像我表白前。一个像以前那样的关系但我又知道她的答案的状态！对，虽然我们还是会打招呼，交谈，但我总觉得我们之间已经不再像以前那么“放”，好像有戒备似的！
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Sunday, 8 March 2009
Injury-hit--OKU
Aiya, I was injured yesterday and now, I am an OKU! I still played football in the rain yesterday, everything was okay in the beginning, unfortunately, I eventually was seriously damaged!
During that time, I was dribbling passing through Kin Oon but I exerted too much the force, then the ball left my position, therefore I ran as fast as possible to chase back the ball. Oops... I collided with the opponent. He was "flown away"! The first thing I did was to apologise. I said sorry to him, luckily he was not badly injured, he just had an injury on his hand.
After apologising to him, I realised that my left knee was painful and became "soft"(couldn't exert energy or force anymore). I sat on the field and I couldn't move my left leg. I struggled for pain! The first thing I thought was '糟了', then the next thing which came into my mind was 'Princess...我不能有事的'. What was related to Princess regarding my injury? I saw many people came to approach me and asked me whether I was okay? Wa... some of them were not my teammates and I even didn't recognise them! So touched! I stopped to play then.
On my way to go home, I found that my knee was very pain, I couldn't walk properly, I felt pain even when I wanted to change the gear of my motorcycle. When I was in my house, I found that I had a swollen knee! Oh my God! My knee now becomes one-half compared with the original one. I can't explain how painful it is! This makes me to understand how painful my grandma suffered before undergoing operation due to knee arthristic on both knees. I just feel pain on my left leg and this almost "kills" me. Thus, my grandma is really a tough guy!
This may take me a few weeks to be fully recovered! Sorry, Princess, I can't afford to protect you right now. However, I still will step out to help you in case you have difficulty.
During that time, I was dribbling passing through Kin Oon but I exerted too much the force, then the ball left my position, therefore I ran as fast as possible to chase back the ball. Oops... I collided with the opponent. He was "flown away"! The first thing I did was to apologise. I said sorry to him, luckily he was not badly injured, he just had an injury on his hand.
After apologising to him, I realised that my left knee was painful and became "soft"(couldn't exert energy or force anymore). I sat on the field and I couldn't move my left leg. I struggled for pain! The first thing I thought was '糟了', then the next thing which came into my mind was 'Princess...我不能有事的'. What was related to Princess regarding my injury? I saw many people came to approach me and asked me whether I was okay? Wa... some of them were not my teammates and I even didn't recognise them! So touched! I stopped to play then.
On my way to go home, I found that my knee was very pain, I couldn't walk properly, I felt pain even when I wanted to change the gear of my motorcycle. When I was in my house, I found that I had a swollen knee! Oh my God! My knee now becomes one-half compared with the original one. I can't explain how painful it is! This makes me to understand how painful my grandma suffered before undergoing operation due to knee arthristic on both knees. I just feel pain on my left leg and this almost "kills" me. Thus, my grandma is really a tough guy!
This may take me a few weeks to be fully recovered! Sorry, Princess, I can't afford to protect you right now. However, I still will step out to help you in case you have difficulty.
Monday, 2 March 2009
Red Box
Yo,today is the beginning of new semester! I went to college and studied new subject-- Organisation and Human Resource. After the lecture, I checked my results at college computer lab with my friends. Unfortunately, I got A- for English for Communication and Bahasa Malaysia Lanjutan. Thus, my CGPA will drop!
After that, Anthony, Johnson, Ghandi and me went to Fettes Park to have a drink. Ghandi suddenly suggested that we could go Red Box. We all agreed. Red Box, I am not the first time to go there but this was my first time to sing at there! In fact, we were not singing, we were yelling! However, this was quite fun!
At night, Princess found me again. Yes, this was true, this was not a reverie! I was extremely excited since this could prove that she still considers me as her friend! I really appreciate it! Thanks a lot, Princess! I knew that she failed 1 subject-- Macroeconomics via our colloquy. Princess, if you face difficulties in this subject, you may find me, I certainly will help you! Don't feel shy, instead, please feel free to find me! Besides, I saw her picture on msn. She has a long hair now. Honestly, I prefer her to have a short hair like what she was in semester 1 and 2! However, frankly speaking, she is still pretty no matter she has a long or short hair as she is my Princess!
After that, Anthony, Johnson, Ghandi and me went to Fettes Park to have a drink. Ghandi suddenly suggested that we could go Red Box. We all agreed. Red Box, I am not the first time to go there but this was my first time to sing at there! In fact, we were not singing, we were yelling! However, this was quite fun!
At night, Princess found me again. Yes, this was true, this was not a reverie! I was extremely excited since this could prove that she still considers me as her friend! I really appreciate it! Thanks a lot, Princess! I knew that she failed 1 subject-- Macroeconomics via our colloquy. Princess, if you face difficulties in this subject, you may find me, I certainly will help you! Don't feel shy, instead, please feel free to find me! Besides, I saw her picture on msn. She has a long hair now. Honestly, I prefer her to have a short hair like what she was in semester 1 and 2! However, frankly speaking, she is still pretty no matter she has a long or short hair as she is my Princess!
Sunday, 1 March 2009
Finally
Haha, lastly, I can relax now!
Just now Princess online, she found me. This was out of my expectation. Luckily she found me, otherwise I will be worried some more! I gave her the time table but it is just limited to Monday and Tuesday.
Thank you, Princess. Thanks for chatting with me and still consider me as your friend! I really appreciate it!
Just now Princess online, she found me. This was out of my expectation. Luckily she found me, otherwise I will be worried some more! I gave her the time table but it is just limited to Monday and Tuesday.
Thank you, Princess. Thanks for chatting with me and still consider me as your friend! I really appreciate it!
何时了？
今天凌晨，大概四点多，我又梦见Princess。由于昨晚我戴眼罩睡觉的关系，因此我梦见我自己是戴着一副“黑超”坐在车里，我妈咪充当我的司机，哈哈。。。正当我们正在找停车位时，我无意间看见YoYo--facebook的其中一位朋友，当初还没认识Princess时，也是对她十分感兴趣的。而YoYo的左边，竟然站着一个极为熟悉的人，细看之下，发现原来她就是Princess。她穿着一件黄色短裙，裙脚是两块大小一致的蓝和红方块，再配上我不清楚是黑色长裤还是黑色丝袜，真是美艳极了！再过不久，一位男生走过来，他搭着Princess的肩，而Princess则搂着他的腰！心里阵阵刺痛！那个男的呢,长得蛮帅的，而且肯定高过我！真过分！他们就这样搭着肩，搂着腰，一齐去选择该看哪一部电影。这个情景一幕幕映入眼帘，心里又再刺痛！
就在此时，我就醒了。又是一个长夜，我无法再度入眠!几经挣扎，才睡得了半个钟！
我昨天以为我已经彻底放下了，原来事实并非如此！一直以来，我老是游说自己，自我催眠！催眠自己说我要祝福她，我要忘了她。。。。。。而且，昨天虽是下雨天，可我们还是照常踢足球。这可是我首次在雨中踢球呢！挺兴奋的！丝毫不会感到喘。而且，我队的三粒入球可是跟我有关哦！第一粒，是我进的；第二粒是我助攻的；第三粒则是我从后场断球后直奔前场，再传给队友的！虽然距离我的巅峰时期尚有一段距离，但我感觉我的状态正逐渐找回来！当时，我真的很享受，我真的以为我已经放下了！
明天就是新学期，而且也是上学期成绩放榜的日子。偏偏我就没有担心，我担心的是我还会遇到Princess吗？倘若我们相遇了，又会怎样？尴尬？热情？我不知道！
就在此时，我就醒了。又是一个长夜，我无法再度入眠!几经挣扎，才睡得了半个钟！
我昨天以为我已经彻底放下了，原来事实并非如此！一直以来，我老是游说自己，自我催眠！催眠自己说我要祝福她，我要忘了她。。。。。。而且，昨天虽是下雨天，可我们还是照常踢足球。这可是我首次在雨中踢球呢！挺兴奋的！丝毫不会感到喘。而且，我队的三粒入球可是跟我有关哦！第一粒，是我进的；第二粒是我助攻的；第三粒则是我从后场断球后直奔前场，再传给队友的！虽然距离我的巅峰时期尚有一段距离，但我感觉我的状态正逐渐找回来！当时，我真的很享受，我真的以为我已经放下了！
明天就是新学期，而且也是上学期成绩放榜的日子。偏偏我就没有担心，我担心的是我还会遇到Princess吗？倘若我们相遇了，又会怎样？尴尬？热情？我不知道！
Friday, 27 February 2009
犯贱
Just now,Princess online. I saw her on her msn and I wanted to chat with her. You know, this was the first time I saw her online during my semester break! Since the last confession, I had never met or talked to her anymore! Therefore, I hoped she would find me, however she didn't, I also didn't take the initiative to find her as it would be quite embarrassed! If she found me, that means we are still friend but she didn't! What does this imply? Eventually, I took up the initiative to find her because I wanted to give her time table although it is limited to Monday and Tuesday schedules only! However, she already offline! Perhaps she appeared offline after knowing that I am online!
I really犯贱 like what Marcus said! One day in the semester break, I was driving around, lo and behold I reached Han Jiang College, I met him. We chatted there. I told him everything, his answer to me was I 犯贱. He said, yes, it is true that I really love my Princess, but my Princess does not necessary need to love me as well!要找一个你爱的人容易，但要找一个爱你的人难；要找一对相爱的人更难！因此，希望有归属的人可以珍惜眼前人！
Yes, maybe he was right, so I didn't find my Princess after that even though I miss her so much! I try my best to forget her but I can't make it! I still miss her and I still love her. I really犯贱! Yes, I admit that but this is me! No choice! I know I will be facing wakeful nights if the situation continue like this! Don't know, really don't know what to do! Next Monday will be the new semester to me, and this coming semester, I just need to study 2 subjects and I probably will meet my Princess at college! Thus, I hope we won't be so awkward when we meet, I hope that we are still friend!
I really犯贱 like what Marcus said! One day in the semester break, I was driving around, lo and behold I reached Han Jiang College, I met him. We chatted there. I told him everything, his answer to me was I 犯贱. He said, yes, it is true that I really love my Princess, but my Princess does not necessary need to love me as well!要找一个你爱的人容易，但要找一个爱你的人难；要找一对相爱的人更难！因此，希望有归属的人可以珍惜眼前人！
Yes, maybe he was right, so I didn't find my Princess after that even though I miss her so much! I try my best to forget her but I can't make it! I still miss her and I still love her. I really犯贱! Yes, I admit that but this is me! No choice! I know I will be facing wakeful nights if the situation continue like this! Don't know, really don't know what to do! Next Monday will be the new semester to me, and this coming semester, I just need to study 2 subjects and I probably will meet my Princess at college! Thus, I hope we won't be so awkward when we meet, I hope that we are still friend!
奈阿讷？
什么是奈阿讷？哈哈，这是福建话啦,意思就是怎么会这样！
我国政治真是动荡啊！几乎每天都听到谁谁人要变天！最近，副教育部长说我国很多华小报假数或大数，意思就是说华小董事或教职员“吃钱”！唉，我并不清楚真相啦！可是，只是这种丑陋的行为只是华小而已吗？没有其他的学校吗？身为华人，把自族的丑事传出来，你自己觉得光荣吗？要查此事，也得查得仔细一点，把所有有关的单位都一一抖出来，不要为了上报而出卖自己人！我并非支持他隐瞒，但至少不要只针对自己人！正所谓“相煎何太急”！
从下个月开始，我国的主要五大道都将涨价！虽说每公里才涨RM0.0068，但是试想想，大道只是几公里而已吗？就好像我说的，天下没有人愿意做亏本生意的！难道只涨一点，大道公司会满意吗？他们可是经过精打细算的！一条大道至少都好几十公里吧！这样一来，所涨的价就不只几仙了，而是几令吉！再说，大道公司近年都赚到利润！既然如此，何必再涨价呢？尤其人民在面对经济风暴的时刻！政府只是在一旁坐视不理！我了解根据政府与大道公司所签署的合约，他们有权涨价，否则就让政府承担他们的费用！不过，别忘了，他们没有亏损呀！政府大不了跟他们解除合约，把大道买起来,而这只是需要区区的八亿令吉而已！政府绝对负担得起！而且，若政府把大道买起来，人民又可以享用廉价的过路费！政府可以收过路费，但只是很小的数目来付工资给工作人员！不要跟我说要收高费来付维修费！Bullshit!我们可是有付路稅的！
为了人民着想，政府，你应该晓得要怎么做了吧！
我国政治真是动荡啊！几乎每天都听到谁谁人要变天！最近，副教育部长说我国很多华小报假数或大数，意思就是说华小董事或教职员“吃钱”！唉，我并不清楚真相啦！可是，只是这种丑陋的行为只是华小而已吗？没有其他的学校吗？身为华人，把自族的丑事传出来，你自己觉得光荣吗？要查此事，也得查得仔细一点，把所有有关的单位都一一抖出来，不要为了上报而出卖自己人！我并非支持他隐瞒，但至少不要只针对自己人！正所谓“相煎何太急”！
从下个月开始，我国的主要五大道都将涨价！虽说每公里才涨RM0.0068，但是试想想，大道只是几公里而已吗？就好像我说的，天下没有人愿意做亏本生意的！难道只涨一点，大道公司会满意吗？他们可是经过精打细算的！一条大道至少都好几十公里吧！这样一来，所涨的价就不只几仙了，而是几令吉！再说，大道公司近年都赚到利润！既然如此，何必再涨价呢？尤其人民在面对经济风暴的时刻！政府只是在一旁坐视不理！我了解根据政府与大道公司所签署的合约，他们有权涨价，否则就让政府承担他们的费用！不过，别忘了，他们没有亏损呀！政府大不了跟他们解除合约，把大道买起来,而这只是需要区区的八亿令吉而已！政府绝对负担得起！而且，若政府把大道买起来，人民又可以享用廉价的过路费！政府可以收过路费，但只是很小的数目来付工资给工作人员！不要跟我说要收高费来付维修费！Bullshit!我们可是有付路稅的！
为了人民着想，政府，你应该晓得要怎么做了吧！
Wednesday, 18 February 2009
心血来潮
昨天，我去打羽球。期间，我随Anthony去店那儿。我一时兴起，问老板最近有没有做promotion？他说有，马上就拿了三支羽球拍来让我选两支！两支一共是RM149！
其实，我只要一支，根本就不需要两支！因此，我灵机一动，便问Anthony要不要share？他想了想，决定跟我share，因为他自己也觉得每次都跟同伴借较好的racket很难为情！我选了一款较重的球拍，因为这款的较易smash!而我也帮Anthony选了一款较轻的racket，因为他的手腕没有力。由于是黄色的，所以他另选了一款，以免与Tommy撞色。（因为1 0姓黄嘛）老板还义务免费地帮我们绑grip。他起初是要帮我绑红色的grip，因为我的racket是橙色的！不过，我还是选了紫色的grip！因为紫色的grip只剩下一个，而且Princess对紫色情有独钟！
很显然的，我的生活还是离不开Princess！我还想她，我还爱她！以前，我总在睡前对着天空说"Princess，我爱妳"，不过，现在我会说"Princess，祝福妳"。我看开了！只要她幸福快乐，即使给予她这一切的不是我，我也会默默地祝福她，替她高兴！就好像我说过的，只要她喜欢，我什么都OK!
Sunday, 15 February 2009
A Singlehanded Valentine's Day
Yesterday was Valentine's Day, as usual, I still don't have a partner to celebrate. Actually, I tried to call or invite Princess the day before yesterday, which was Friday. The colloquy cost me around RM10 and took me 1 hour! I tried my best to confess again and invite her out! As what had I expected, she rejected me again. I believe that some of you may think that I am crazy, being rejected already, still want to confess to the same girl again! Friends, don't worry, I was not so hurt this time since it was the second time already! Maybe this is not the main reason, probably was I didn't pay much hope on this confession!
Yesterday, I visited my grandpa and told him that I had relinquished! Don't bother whether there is still a chance between Princess and me or not. I want to close the file! I don't want to let this kind of problem affecting my study anymore! Yaya, I say I want to close file now but I can't predict what will happen in the future! This is just my decision right now! To me, Princess is just my friend, a "normal friend" with special status and I hope that I won't lose this friend!
Okay, back to the topic! Yesterday, I don't really want to go for football since the football was held at Padang Polo, which is so far away from my house. However, one of my best friends--Sam called me and asked me to go, he offered to fetch me indeed! Okay, I would go, otherwise I did nothing at home!
After finishing the football match, we won and we decided to have our dinner at New World Park! Haha, how silly we were! Wearing a sport suit and sweating, we straight away headed to New World Park without hesitation. During our dinner, we met a lot of couples, some of them were known or recognized!
Okay, it was the end of the story now! Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples in the world! Hopefully next year won't be a singlehanded Valentine's Day to me, haha...
Yesterday, I visited my grandpa and told him that I had relinquished! Don't bother whether there is still a chance between Princess and me or not. I want to close the file! I don't want to let this kind of problem affecting my study anymore! Yaya, I say I want to close file now but I can't predict what will happen in the future! This is just my decision right now! To me, Princess is just my friend, a "normal friend" with special status and I hope that I won't lose this friend!
Okay, back to the topic! Yesterday, I don't really want to go for football since the football was held at Padang Polo, which is so far away from my house. However, one of my best friends--Sam called me and asked me to go, he offered to fetch me indeed! Okay, I would go, otherwise I did nothing at home!
After finishing the football match, we won and we decided to have our dinner at New World Park! Haha, how silly we were! Wearing a sport suit and sweating, we straight away headed to New World Park without hesitation. During our dinner, we met a lot of couples, some of them were known or recognized!
Okay, it was the end of the story now! Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples in the world! Hopefully next year won't be a singlehanded Valentine's Day to me, haha...
Saturday, 14 February 2009
Mission Accomplished
Mission accomplished? What is this? Haha... I mean I had accomplished 1 of my plan for last semester break!
This Wednesday, I had visited my Shi Fu and some of my tuition teachers. I bought my Shi Fu some presents-- biscuits and cookies! I am very lucky, I could know my Shi Fu, for your information, my Shi Fu taught me account during my secondary school for free! At last, I managed to get an A1, thank you so much, Shi Fu, at least I didn't disappoint you!
I saw my English teacher, Miss Gwendy. She is still charming and generous! She said the children or students are very bad and naughty nowadays! Yup, I strongly agree! I replied that they are bad compared to last time, which was during my time. Hehe, she smiled.
My history teacher. I guess many of you must be laughing at me now since I took history tuition. However, this was not my will. I was urged to take it! Imagine, my history never failed, but somehow my history couldn't pass even once in F5! How silly it was! Thanks to Miss Wong Yim Peng! She made me fail all the times. The highest mark I could get was 59 and this needed the help from my course work! 59 still fail in my school policy, we needed to get 60 to pass! This is the reason I took history tuition. She had wore off all my confidence so I need my history tuition teacher to boost me up! I knew she could do it as she had taught me history and geography from F2 to F3! I knew her style and her ability! Finally, she really made it, I scored an A1 for my history in SPM!
She also asked me to replace her when she couldn't afford to teach! Wah... I don't have the experience in teaching! Why you choose me to replace you? She encouraged me! She said one of her students, he teaches history and geography too even though his results were not as excellent as me! However, the problem is I have not studied these subjects for a long time and I was not good in geography! Anyway, since you are confident in me, I shall try!
This Wednesday, I had visited my Shi Fu and some of my tuition teachers. I bought my Shi Fu some presents-- biscuits and cookies! I am very lucky, I could know my Shi Fu, for your information, my Shi Fu taught me account during my secondary school for free! At last, I managed to get an A1, thank you so much, Shi Fu, at least I didn't disappoint you!
I saw my English teacher, Miss Gwendy. She is still charming and generous! She said the children or students are very bad and naughty nowadays! Yup, I strongly agree! I replied that they are bad compared to last time, which was during my time. Hehe, she smiled.
My history teacher. I guess many of you must be laughing at me now since I took history tuition. However, this was not my will. I was urged to take it! Imagine, my history never failed, but somehow my history couldn't pass even once in F5! How silly it was! Thanks to Miss Wong Yim Peng! She made me fail all the times. The highest mark I could get was 59 and this needed the help from my course work! 59 still fail in my school policy, we needed to get 60 to pass! This is the reason I took history tuition. She had wore off all my confidence so I need my history tuition teacher to boost me up! I knew she could do it as she had taught me history and geography from F2 to F3! I knew her style and her ability! Finally, she really made it, I scored an A1 for my history in SPM!
She also asked me to replace her when she couldn't afford to teach! Wah... I don't have the experience in teaching! Why you choose me to replace you? She encouraged me! She said one of her students, he teaches history and geography too even though his results were not as excellent as me! However, the problem is I have not studied these subjects for a long time and I was not good in geography! Anyway, since you are confident in me, I shall try!
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