Feeling

Why? These two days, I missed my Princess so much! I had been trying to avoid myself from being vexed by this feeling but eventually I failed to make it!

I was depressed! I don't know why I will miss her so much until I can't free myself from this kind of feeling. It is truly terrible and horrible! I couldn't concentrate on my work when this feeling stroke me!

Last time, when I was annoyed by this feeling, I hoped that I could escape as soon as possible! This kind of feeling didn't irritate me anymore since I was able to let go recently! Nevertheless, I missed that feeling! It is so contradicted!

I don't know why I will miss the feeling even if it is suffering! Perhaps I want to have somethings that relate to my Princess! 犯贱! I realise that I still love her but the problem is, I am not dare to love her and she has a boyfriend already even though she is quarreling with him! I believe that they will recover soon as my Princess just 斗气 with him!

If I were my Princess, I would cease this relationship as he couldn't do what I hope for. In the other words, he is not her real man! Their problem has been happening for several times but he still doesn't want to change! That means, this is his behavior and if Princess can tolerate with him, she doesn't need to feel angry now. However, I can promise here is I won't be like that in case we are having relationship.

I also know that I shouldn't think like this as her boyfriend might be having somethings which strike my Princess's fancy. If the thing or behavior is the element which makes you love him so much, then you should accept it!

As a third party, I don't know the exact incident, what I can advise is accepting it if you don't mind and if you can't accept it, please leave him instead of suffering continuously. It is not practical and rational to continue this relationship just because of this was your choice. Princess, you still can reverse! There is someone who is still waiting for you!