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Saturday 30 October 2010

Football 4

Yo, yesterday I played football with my friends, such as Johnson, Anthony, Ghandi, Tristian, Will and so on. This was my first time playing football in KL main campus.

I arrived at the destination at 5:30p.m. but I couldn't see anyone of them gathering at the field, therefore I called Anthony who was in toilet changing his cloth with Johnson. Finally I met them at one of the benches on the field.

However, unfortunately we couldn't play since everyone of us didn't have the ball. Initially we decided to join the team playing over there but there was a match between college players and college's staff. Quite disappointed, so we headed to futsal court. Nonetheless, the futsal courts were also fully occupied.

We got to know that one of the team didn't book the court, therefore we suggested to change team whenever a team scored 2 goals first. They rejected! How dare they are ! Finally, a senior talked to them and they agreed.

I played in the first match. I just played for around 10 minutes because my muscles couldn't stand for it. I had been almost half a year didn't play football. No wonder, my response became slow. I asked Anthony substituted me and had a rest. At last, our team won the two matches with a clean sheet, haha... Next time, try to be humble, don't be so 'lansi'! This is a public facility, don't be so stingy given that you also didn't book for the court.

It was quite good after the futsal because this was the first exercise I had in this semester. Hope for the next exercise!

Sunday 24 October 2010

澄清

昨天下午,下雨了!Ceh,这又有什么特别?特别之处在于天公一直在打雷!仿佛在怒骂我一样。对不起,我知错了!

我已不安了好几天,吃东西也觉得乏味,有时甚至还很想呕呢!我大概五点左右,我终于忍不住了,我打电话给aL。不好意思啊,知道你在做工,还打扰你一个多小时。我真的是忍无可忍了才麻烦你的。在我们的谈话中,我们决定坦诚。

其实,我在Diploma semester 3时,又开始玩Meetoto了,因为那时是我Diploma最悠闲的日子。一时闲来发慌,就上了这个社交网站。忽然,有一位女生搭讪我。又知道我来自槟城之后,就跟我要了msn。我认为单纯只是交友嘛,就二话不说地给了她。之后呢,我们就开始在msn谈天了。

她小过我一岁,也是拿accounting这科,只是不同学院罢了!特别是她知道我的成绩后,每当一有问题,甚至是assignments都会请教我(好听就叫请教)。过后,又跟我讨手机号码。当时我觉得无所谓,就给了她。哪里知道,这就是我噩梦的开始!

给了她手机号码,就意味着我无所遁形了。每次她打来,都用好几个小时教她,还要告诉她考试的重点。我也活该啦,贪小便宜。我贪图尝试其他学院的试题,因此总是帮她。但是,正所谓有来有往嘛。每当我一烦躁,郁闷的时候,想跟她诉说,她只淡淡地回我一句“busy”,有时甚至不回复。甚至还警告我别烦她。你说,她过分吗?为什么你找我就可以,而我找你却不行?我忍,因为我宽宏大量嘛,我的忍功可是一流的,就编了几个借口骗自己。就这样,又过了好一段日子。

我发觉,只有在她课业上有问题时,她才会找我。那,我不就是在她心里只有这个利用的价值咯。我也不是笨蛋!我想在我去KL读Advanced Diploma之前,跟她摊牌。但是,心软,总是开不了口。这就是所谓的拖拖拉拉咯!

几天前,我终于下定决心要跟她来个一刀两断了。不过,又怕我不够坚决,就写了关于她的post,因为男人大丈夫,“一言既出,驷马难追”!我当时只是sms告诉她别再烦我了,她也长大了,要自己面对自己的问题,不能老是依赖我。我又不是她的谁谁人。她很慌,马上打电话来挽回。可是,太迟了,我不想再被你利用!

很遗憾的,我的post影响到了我的Luckygirl。我万万都没预料到她会误会的。我真的很后悔publish那篇post,要是我能忍过去,不就没事了吗?而且,既然我一路来都没有写关于她的事情在我的blog里,为何这次却要写呢?真是“在茅厕里点灯--找屎(死)”!

也因为这样,我delete了她的msn、facebook、手机号码及简讯。我发誓跟她来个了断!以后她的事与我无关,我不想再跟她有任何关系。因为她的出现根本就是一个错误。她不止影响到我,还影响到我在意的人。这是不可原谅的!我恨她!

将来的事,我不知道。或许等我气消时,我们还可以是闲聊的朋友,但是这段时期,请不要来打扰我及我身边的人!不要逼我换手机号码!否则,我会恨你一辈子。

这就是我认识她的来龙去脉了。就只是这么简单。在此奉劝大家上社交网站时,不要给对方自己的联络方式,不然发生像我的事情时便是自找的。前车可鉴啊!

现在我只是烦该怎么去恢复我跟luckygirl的关系!头痛啊!因为她的误会,我失去了胃口,连功课都无法专心。我整个人都变得很没有心情。最痛苦的是,我得在别人面前扮得若无其事的样子。不过,我的不开心还是被L.F.Y和Nicholas看到了。可能是我的演技还不够好吧!本来我以为只要我看多几个魔术,心情就会好起来,因为魔术是我开心地泉源,但是这次是徒劳无功的!

现在唯有见步行步咯!希望我们碰面时不会尴尬吧!

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