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Saturday 12 July 2008

节哀顺变

昨晚,我接到一通来自思进的电话。我那时正在跟Willy谈得正起劲儿的呢,怎知那通电话打断了我的心情。

思进是来报噩耗的,他说富贵的爸爸逝世了!对我来说,这根本就是在开玩笑嘛!但是他说是富贵亲自sms给他的,相信富贵也不会拿自己的爸爸来开玩笑吧!

我不知怎么的,我感到好难过,也好无助。富贵可是我去年和我同班并坐在我左边的知己。他的亲人离世,我难免也会感到哀伤的,虽然我不曾与伯父见过面。思进说他打了通慰问的电话给富贵,富贵在电话里只是号声大哭,泣不成声。真是我闻犹怜!毕竟相同的事情,我也于去年经历了一次,那就是其贻的父亲逝世那天。我也sms给富贵,要他节哀顺变和振作,因为我们这群朋友会在他身旁支持他的!

虽然从小就知道人总是要经历“生,老,病,死”,但一有这种消息时,难免也会辛酸不已!就好像许纬伦去世那天,我还留下了男儿泪呢!还有我的姐夫去世时,和肥姐沈殿霞病逝那天,真叫我难以入眠。

其实,我真是身在福中不知福。我拥有双亲的照顾,但我从未跟他们说过一句“谢谢”。相反的,我还不时顶撞他们呢!我真该死!他们一再地包容我,我却滥用了他们的包容,变本加厉。有时我会有这样的一个思想,就是我与他们是属于不同世界的人,自以为比他们多读几年的书就很了不起似的!常常都认为我爸讲话很大声,很粗鲁,简直就是在丢我面子。其实我讲话也不小声啊!每当我有困难时,他们总是挺身而出,而我却认为这是他们的本分。我真不孝啊!

人生短短几十年,所以我们要学会珍惜现在和把握未来。我知道这几天对富贵来说是他人生中最难过的几个天了,所以他务必要振作。我们都很期待他那灿烂的笑容,洪亮的笑声,以及振奋人心的笑话。要找人陪,就找我吧!要找人谈,也请找我吧!要记住,你不会孤独的!!!

Sunday 6 July 2008

Is it she?

When I 1st saw her in TARc, I felt something weird in my heart! Why? What was that? So unfamiliar feeling.

Is she my Mrs.Right? She is the most attractive girl to me in TARc. I decided to approach her but things would never flow so smoothly, there are usually 2 friends surrounded her. So , how can I approach her? Somebody please tell me what should I do.


I told my friends about her, hopefully they might know her and get me her email address. Therefore I would hv a chance to interact with her via msn messenger. Then maybe we could develop into next stage.


I remembered that day we played water game. Boys were chosen to take part in all the games that involved water. So most of our name tags were passed to her in order to keep them for us so that they wouldn't get wet to prevent rusting. After playing the games, we found her to get back our name tags, mine 1 was the last 1, actually I would like to chat with her but there were too many team members around us and we were rushing to the next station, so the chance was missed! What a miss!!!


The 3rd day, it was sports day and variety shows day. During lunch time, she exactly was sitting opposite to me with the same table. I chatted with Kuang Ming and Wei Ping, hopefully I could attract her attention. I intentionally talked something funny and interesting so that she could join our colloquy then I would hv a chance to show my best in front of her, but she never joint our conversation, juz smiled and enjoyed our talk. Second chance missed again.


Why? I had taken an initiative. Why you didn't give me a chance?


Every time I saw her, my heart would give rise to a weird feeling. But it would not happen when she was not around me. How strange the feeling is!


Last Friday, that was 4th Jul, additional class for Microeconomics. I saw her again, of course, that strange feeling disturbed me again! I wanted to chase her to "investigate" where is she living or she went home by what kind of transportation. Once again, the God was playing a fool with me, I met Li Ching I think.


She was the 1 whom I was so embarrassed whenever I met her because of Albert who is my class representative. Albert told her that I said she is pretty and since that, she was trying her best to find me, maybe she was curious about the guy who praise her like that or she juz wanted to thank me for that. Frankly speaking, she is not bad to me!


Back to the topic, because she(Li Ching) stood in my way to chase her(beloved 1), I paused and waited till Li Ching left. When I rushed out of the lecture hall, she disappeared in my sight. Walao ei, missed the 3rd chance!!!


The most ridiculous things are I don't know her name and her class(Y1M15 I think). The only thing I know is she is studying Business Administration.


I usually wait to meet her in front of lecture hall after my Business Information Technology and Application lecture because I know that she will be attending the next lecture for Business Statistics! So, this is the easiest way for me to meet her. How silly I am but I don't care since I juz want to see her. She is my ENERGY!

第一次写blog的心情

其实,我老早前就曾经想过开个个人部落格,写写自己的心事,但总是提不起劲儿来完成此事。告诉你们一个秘密,我这个人啊,要是一没劲儿,就什么事都懒得去做了。哈哈。。。。。。

最近,我的死党,一个两个都开始展开了自己的“部落格生涯”,而我也因为受了他们的影响,也开始了我的第一次--写部落格。他们说,什么事情都可以写,包括爱情啊,亲情啊,自身的问题等,开心的,伤心的,都可以一一把它们陈列出来。而我们这些作者也不必觉得害羞或自卑,反而可以获得广泛大众的支持与意见,酷似我们的辅导老师。

现在第一次写blog,也不知道我该写些什么东西,以英语书写或中文书写,不过我的英文水平还未达标啊,这可苦了我,况且我还是“龙的传人”,不写华文怎么下得了台呢?不过我还是会尝试写写英文版本的,毕竟英语可是全世界的通用语文,我们还是得给给它面子!

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