Struggle

Hello, everybody. I have an announcement here. For your information, I had been driving in the rain for four consecutive study days. This made my driving tougher. I had to slow down my speed and more important was I had to get an eye on the road conditions, whether there was a hole in order to prevent my motorcycle from being punctured! Things went worse when there were lightning and thunder as well as strong wind. Nonetheless, I'll be more be careful as this was what I promised my family. My mom called my uncle and aunty this week to ask for my conditions because I always go to there when I'm free. Obviously, she is worried about me. Luckily my uncle gave her assurance that I'm okay and promised my mom to 'fatter' me. He told my mom that he wouldn't torture me and would give me as many food as possible, haha...

It had been two weeks since the commencement of new semester. However, I don't know what had I done so far. In this two-week time, I hadn't studied nor done any tutorial questions. When I went back to my hostel, it's already at night, I couldn't concentrate with the tired body and mentality. I'm so frustrated with myself recently as I know the time is wasting for nothing. Due to this, I have decided to sacrifice my Facebook time. I have to limit my Facebook time and focus more on my study, otherwise what I had aimed for before was just an unachievable dream.

I met Mr Lee Hock Ge on Monday. As usual, he was happy to see me again. I told him that I just managed to get a B+ for his paper. He consoled me that this was due to my low course work, in fact, I scored pretty high marks in my final examination. Nevertheless, I told him the reason of my grade and he didn't deny. Anyway, I appreciated your hard work, Sir. Before we left, he assured me again that I'm capable. Thanks.

This Wednesday, I finally approached Mr Chin. I told him that his paper was my first A in TARc. I appreciated his effort. As usual, he just replied me calmly 'good la'. I didn't know whether this was the first time his student told him this but from his facial expression, I knew that he was happy and surprised. At least, he smiled.

Thursday, I met Ms Tai before my Business Analysis tutorial. She was happy to chat with me too. I thought, I was the special person because she put down her bag and prepared to chat with me, not like others where she just greeted them. Of course, she asked for my grade. I told her the answer and she was so happy to say that my grade was not bad, indeed, it's good. I told her that if my result was good, then I should get an A. She replied me that maybe I did some mistakes in other parts. Then she asked me whether I want to take Advanced Audit and Assurance since she wants to learn from me. I was so shocked to hear this because she was my lecturer and tutor. I'm supposed to be the one who learn from her. Furthermore, my results even can't meet my satisfaction, how can I teach her? Anyway, I answered that I'm still considering it.

It's fun to meet all my previous lecturers and they seem not to forget me. Even though my results were not outstanding, with your encouragements, supports and concerns, I know that I can do it. Let's see.