Hell

Yes, it's hell! Today, we failed to get champion!

Actually, I was quite confident to get champion after seeing our last rehearsal last night! Unfortunately, the "lagged" laptop made us pay for it! Shit!!! The slides were lagged even though I had tried to press a number of times on the air mouse! This in turn broke my ending!

I am not satisfied for ending this game as second runner-up! I think, we should be the champion but at least as a first runner-up! Hiaz, I don't want to talk much on that stupid laptop since this was over! I am sure that if the laptop was performing well, we at least would get the second place instead of third place.

Luckily Princess was not there, otherwise it would be a great disappointment! Sorry for all my supporters especially my Tailo, Melvern and my god sister! Sorry for presenting this lousy presentation and disappointing you! Anyway, thanks for your sacrifice on your nap just to accompany and support me! I promise that I will do better in the future! The best Recca is yet to come!

祝~安康

今天下午，我在C.A.里call我的Princess，因为我要确定她明天是否会来支持我？如果她有来，那她又是否需要我载送？很可惜，我call了四次，她也没接！

正当我们正在听Shian briefing时，Princess call我了。我问她明日是否on？可是，她说她明天需要陪她的妈妈去看医生！哇，发生了什么事？我很想问她，可是她说需要去忙了！我只好嘱咐她好好照顾她的妈妈，因为妈妈比较重要。我要她别把我们的约定放在心上，因为她说她会尽量赶来！

其实，倘若你要陪妈妈去看医生，我宁可你不来！因为我不想你太操劳，而且你的妈妈比我更需要你！如果可以的话，我更情愿放下这里的一切，马上飞过去陪你们！我不明白为什么？为什么当我听到这则消息后，我整个人，整个情绪顿时跌入最谷底！我变得无能为力，提不起精神来！

Come on！明天就要present了，别那样嘛！很抱歉，我办不到！对不起，我尽力了！我不知道是否是由于我失望Princess不能出席，还是我忧心她的妈妈呢？我想，应该是后者吧！不管怎样，我还是会尽我的全力去present，因为我们是很有机会得到冠军的！而且，我更加需要拿冠军来安抚Princess，好让她不自责！希望明天我的激情会回来吧！不然，台上的我只是外表激情而已，内心其实不是这样的！希望我的演技骗得过评审吧！

当然，我当下最希望的就是，我的Princess的妈妈可以安然无恙，早日康复吧！

Hell or Heaven

Hell or Heaven? What do I mean? Haha, I don't mean what in the Flame of Recca means! It means that there will be hell or heaven on this Friday!

For your information, this Friday will be the day for our final presentation of business game. I have invited quite a number of supporters such as my Princess, Tailo, Melvern, my god sister, her son... Those who are sure to come are my Princess and my Tailo. Thanks!

Haiz, I still think that our group's presentation is not up to my expectation, which means that we are not likely to win the first prize! If that is the case, I will disappoint my fans especially my Princess! Oh no!

However, we will do our best and I am sure that we can do it! What I hope is I can gain back the passion and enjoy the stage like my concert, then I am confident to beat Hock Kang who is the best presenter in the qualifying round!

Hell or Heaven? We shall see!