Just now, I called my beloved Princess at 2:16p.m.. Actually, I didn't know what the purpose to make the call and the content to be chatted. Nevertheless, I made the call and the call took us one hour 7 minutes and 34 seconds.
Actually, before I made the call, I was worrying that Princess probably wouldn't answer my call! However, she did it! We chatted in a friendly matter. This time, I didn't convey my love directly. In the other word, this was just a "friend talk" but not confession!
I asked her why I couldn't meet her at college or through msn. She said that she disappeared. Haha, what a joke! I also confirmed with her that did she dye her hair and I got the answer. She said, she wanted to dye dark red or brownish-red colour initially, the colour that she has now was the colour picked by her barber. She said that she doesn't want a bright colour because she doesn't want to be looked like "lala". I asked her whether she likes "lala boy" or not. Luckily, she answered me NO, otherwise you would probably find a "lala boy" in the future, that is me!
From our colloquy, I knew that she had failed all the three subjects taken in the last semester. Why? Why she could fail these subjects and in the opposite, I could pass? I couldn't find the answer. It was weird. I suspect this for quite a while and I thought Princess was playing a fool with me! However, she said this was real! No matter this was real or not, I choose to believe you, Princess! I told my Princess that she better start studying one month before the exam since the subjects for this semester are not as easy as ABC. Nonetheless, she needed to take 9 subjects in this semester! Thus, for her, her parents' and my own good, I begged her to pass all these subjects by this semester! This is because I want to attend the convocation ceremony with her. Or I want to do all the things with her starting from the day I knew her to be more precised! It was my regret for not being with her for the days before I knew her!
I also knew that she still hasn't passed her driving test since she didn't take for the test during semester break. She was enjoying her life by hanging out with her friends during that time! I teased her that if she got the license already, I can meet her in Bukit Mertajam and then she can fetch me anywhere! She asked me that am I braved enough to sit in her car. Hehe, I replied her "sure, of course I dare but I will grab the hand-break tightly! Haha...". She told me that she just know to move forward and she is weak in moving backward! It is not a problem, Princess, just pass this responsibility to me, Princess!
Even though I still don't know the appropriate location of her house but I know which area in Bukit Mertajam already. She is living in Alma but not what I thought, Taman Sri Rambai. However, I don't know whether Alma is existing or not. I believe Princess! So, I strongly believe there is Alma in Bukit Mertajam!
Before our conversation ended, I asked her that did she want to hear three words from me? She replied me NO. Haha, I teased her by saying that the three words were "祝福妳" but not "我爱妳". Before that, I said sorry for disturbing her!
This call cost me almost RM19 but I found that it was worth as I feel much more better now and I could know that Princess didn't hate me! Princess, thank you very much! You are still my motivator and referent power!
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Saturday 30 May 2009
Friday 29 May 2009
Where Are You?
Friday is the last day of my study in a week. I still can't meet my Princess or chat with her until now. So, how is she now? I don't know!
These few days, I miss her so much! I thought I was able to let go of her, but it seems to be not working to me right now! It is just like an "uncureable" disease（绝症）. I want to stress that it works sometimes, but not forever! 治标不治本！
This semester, most of Princess's lectures are after my lectures. Therefore, I should have the opportunity to meet my beloved Princess, but somehow I can't meet her! Where are you, fate? Please don't forget us, fate!
Her absence has worried me a lot! What is wrong to her? Is she absent, sicked or withdrawn from her study already? I hope not the latter one. Princess's results were not bad, so this couldn't happen! What frightened me was I even couldn't meet my Princess online!
These few days, I felt tired easily! I had no mood to study and try to think negatively! My mind was fulled of Princess's images! I can't stop myself not to do so... I felt helpless! After she rejected my offer, my life was not as wonderful as before! I became silent! Yes, my life is still carrying on but it is just an empty body without the soul （行尸走肉）!
Since the day which Princess didn't reply me in last semester break, I had try my best to force myself not to irritate Princess by not sms her anymore. I did it successfully! However, does this make Princess feels better? If yes, I'm glad to do so. If no, why don't you just call me or sms me, Princess? For your information, I always be there to receive your calls or orders to be more appropriate! I always be there to listen to you. However, I can't stand it anymore（忍无可忍）, I need to find the answer but what is the answer? I don't know! Maybe, I shall call my Princess within next two days and I hope this doesn't annoy her!
These few days, I miss her so much! I thought I was able to let go of her, but it seems to be not working to me right now! It is just like an "uncureable" disease（绝症）. I want to stress that it works sometimes, but not forever! 治标不治本！
This semester, most of Princess's lectures are after my lectures. Therefore, I should have the opportunity to meet my beloved Princess, but somehow I can't meet her! Where are you, fate? Please don't forget us, fate!
Her absence has worried me a lot! What is wrong to her? Is she absent, sicked or withdrawn from her study already? I hope not the latter one. Princess's results were not bad, so this couldn't happen! What frightened me was I even couldn't meet my Princess online!
These few days, I felt tired easily! I had no mood to study and try to think negatively! My mind was fulled of Princess's images! I can't stop myself not to do so... I felt helpless! After she rejected my offer, my life was not as wonderful as before! I became silent! Yes, my life is still carrying on but it is just an empty body without the soul （行尸走肉）!
Since the day which Princess didn't reply me in last semester break, I had try my best to force myself not to irritate Princess by not sms her anymore. I did it successfully! However, does this make Princess feels better? If yes, I'm glad to do so. If no, why don't you just call me or sms me, Princess? For your information, I always be there to receive your calls or orders to be more appropriate! I always be there to listen to you. However, I can't stand it anymore（忍无可忍）, I need to find the answer but what is the answer? I don't know! Maybe, I shall call my Princess within next two days and I hope this doesn't annoy her!
Tuesday 26 May 2009
Oh My Condolence
今天放学回家，奶奶就叫我把粽子拿到阿姨家去。我到时，公公正在睡觉，睡相还蛮可爱的^.^。我等了半个小时后，听见房内有声音，就进入房间找公公谈天。他说他的病好了，可是还没有精神！怎么办呢？我也不知道！我感到我很没用！
在谈话间，公公说昨天他的弟弟，也就是我的表叔公去世了，享年76岁！他说，人老了病就来！就好像我的表叔公一样，血压高，糖尿病，心脏堵塞，还有肾病呢！真是祸不单行！唉，为什么这几天我总是接到不好的消息？
虽然专家说过，人在一天里所收到的消息是坏的居多！但是，我还是很不舒服！整个人很郁闷！为什么会这样呢？我不喜欢这种感觉，但我能做的又有什么呢？
在谈话间，公公说昨天他的弟弟，也就是我的表叔公去世了，享年76岁！他说，人老了病就来！就好像我的表叔公一样，血压高，糖尿病，心脏堵塞，还有肾病呢！真是祸不单行！唉，为什么这几天我总是接到不好的消息？
虽然专家说过，人在一天里所收到的消息是坏的居多！但是，我还是很不舒服！整个人很郁闷！为什么会这样呢？我不喜欢这种感觉，但我能做的又有什么呢？
Monday 25 May 2009
Good Luck
Today was the first day of new semester, I had to go to college early in the morning. When I arrived at college, it was just 8:35a.m., Anthony and I went to the notice boards at labs to check the repeated student names because we were told that Kee is one of the repeated students.
Unfortunately, we couldn't find the name list. Instead, we saw a crowd of students busy copying their time table. After my lecture, Johnson told me that the next lecture was my Princess's lecture, he invited us to join him for the coming lecture but we refused. We headed to the lab again to check the name list.
This time, we found it. Kee's name was there! Oh my God! Then, we headed to Foyer. We found Kee over there. He told us that he wanted to withdraw! We were shocked! Withdraw? Yes, I was not mistaken when he repeated once again! He said he couldn't take up the pace and didn't understand what had been taught! Haiz, what a condolence! He failed nine subjects, he couldn't pursue his study to Year 2 since students at most can have five failed subjects in accordance to my college's rules. He said he still don't know which subject to be taken. He said he would ask about the subjects at KDU or INTI.
No matter what your decision is, I support you. Good luck to you, Kee and hope you have a marvelous future. Please don't forget us! T_T
Unfortunately, we couldn't find the name list. Instead, we saw a crowd of students busy copying their time table. After my lecture, Johnson told me that the next lecture was my Princess's lecture, he invited us to join him for the coming lecture but we refused. We headed to the lab again to check the name list.
This time, we found it. Kee's name was there! Oh my God! Then, we headed to Foyer. We found Kee over there. He told us that he wanted to withdraw! We were shocked! Withdraw? Yes, I was not mistaken when he repeated once again! He said he couldn't take up the pace and didn't understand what had been taught! Haiz, what a condolence! He failed nine subjects, he couldn't pursue his study to Year 2 since students at most can have five failed subjects in accordance to my college's rules. He said he still don't know which subject to be taken. He said he would ask about the subjects at KDU or INTI.
No matter what your decision is, I support you. Good luck to you, Kee and hope you have a marvelous future. Please don't forget us! T_T
Sunday 24 May 2009
End of Year 1
Yo, today will be the last day of my Year 1 in TARc. Starting from tomorrow, I'll be "exploring" what should I face in Year 2. I think it will be a tough year and full of adventurous!
Although I can maintain 3.9 in my CGPA for Year 1, I still not satisfy with my achievements in Year 1. The greatest achievement that I accomplished was I could recognize my beloved Princess. What were not striking my satisfaction were I couldn't get Princess as my girlfriend and failure to get 4 flat in my study!
New year and new semester, my aims are still the same, trying my best to love my Princess and getting 4 flat! Year 1 ends already, there is no point for me to look back those damn failures! The Earth is rotating without pausing to a halt. Thereupon, we should look forward and try to improvise the things!
Hope for the best!
Although I can maintain 3.9 in my CGPA for Year 1, I still not satisfy with my achievements in Year 1. The greatest achievement that I accomplished was I could recognize my beloved Princess. What were not striking my satisfaction were I couldn't get Princess as my girlfriend and failure to get 4 flat in my study!
New year and new semester, my aims are still the same, trying my best to love my Princess and getting 4 flat! Year 1 ends already, there is no point for me to look back those damn failures! The Earth is rotating without pausing to a halt. Thereupon, we should look forward and try to improvise the things!
Hope for the best!
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