Love Poison?

这是什么感觉呢？最近，我老是想着Princess！只要一得空，脑海里总是会浮现Princess的画面，真是形影不离！可是呢，每当我一想她或跟好友谈起Princess时，心中总会泛起一股很奇异的感觉！

这是什么感觉？我不清楚！我只是知道心里会觉得很幸福及打从心里有一种酸酸的感觉，不过这个“酸”并不是因为心酸！我把它称之为“幸福的酸”。很奇怪！

我的朋友个个都说我中毒了，哈哈。。。我想也是了！很可惜，这个毒来得真是太迟了。再过两个星期又是我的生死关头了，可是现在我偏偏又没有心情读书，测验又不理想，真是很郁闷！但是，我知道我得开始读书了，不然前路只会是一条死路。在这种极其恶劣--前无去路，后无退路的劣境，我只好尽全力地跟它拼了。Let the bygone be the bygone!

第一次的约会

Yo,昨天就是我引颈长盼的约会日子！我并不确定这是不是约会？因为由始至终，我并没有牵到Princess的手。哈哈。。。

昨天放学回家，我就赶紧赶完devil woman的练习，但是并不成功。也不管了啦，马上去洗澡梳洗！大概在五点钟，我便一切准备就绪。正当我要出门时，阿嫲就告诉我说我老豆发现车轮泄气了！好像被钉子刺到。我当下就愣了一下。哎，也不管三七二十一了，冲下楼去看个究竟！轮胎真的漏气了！哎，只好骑摩托车赴会了！我还特地骑去老豆的公司问他修理好了没有，看是否会有奇迹出现，不过事与愿违。只好致电给Princess,问她介意坐我的摩托吗？有头盔吗？她都一一答应了！过后，就飞奔去赴会！Haiz,如果阿嫲早点告诉我就好啦，我可以自己去修理嘛！何必等待老豆去呢？

一路上还算顺风顺水的，可是一到Gurney就开始飘小雨！不过还ok，只是几滴雨而已。直到Tanjung Bungah的马来kampung开始就下起了雨来！Swt lo!还好我有带jacket,便用jacket挡雨直到Caltex油站，我也顺道打油。之后呢，雨开始小了，我真高兴上天这样眷顾我，毕竟让Princess淋雨我可是会心疼的！

我一路开到Princess租屋附近，就给aL打个电话，看他是否到了。好运开始降临！他说他到了，还带了他的S来了呢！他还答应借我车子载送Princess。我们约好在Foyer会面！我马上赶过去会他，向他借了车子，又飞奔到Princess那儿去！过后，就致电告诉Princess我到了。不一会儿，她就出现了。我开心极了！第一句话就是“Hi,早晨！”之后我就请她上车，她当下吓了一跳，因为她以为是坐摩托的！哈哈。我还做状以前太监服侍娘娘般，想要牵她的手并说“嗻”，还想帮她开车门。不料她不领情，连忙说她自己开。哈哈，有什么不好意思的嘛？我在车上就把事情的来龙去脉一五一十地告诉她。还向她说我不大熟悉manual的车，我进档不顺，因为我已习惯了auto。还赞她厉害，因为她不怕上一个陌生人的车，难道不怕我卖掉她吗？哈哈。你知道她怎么回答我吗？她说她信任我！哇，多么感动呀！我从没想过我们只是认识不久，她就这么相信我！谢谢你，Princess!

到了现场，我又致电给aL，因为我要还车匙给他，而且我们还约好要坐在一起。我们就聚集在CA门前，那儿人山人海。遇到很多人，个个都用有色眼神看我的Princess,真是欠扁，搞到我的Princess好难为情！其实这一天，就好像向全世界公开我的Princess的神秘面纱一样！这时，Princess看见她的朋友，她就过去打招呼，还吩咐我站着，不要随她去。Haiz,很显然，她还不完全接受我是她的伴侣，不过她肯独个儿跟我出来我已经很满足了！

已经是六点钟了，可是他们还不让我们进去！哎，不守时！而且还很闷热！这时，我就拿着我那两张门票充当扇子给自己及Princess扇风，哈哈，这她倒不反对哦！真会享受！不过我并不介意！
aL帮我拿了两杯Nescafe，我就把其中一杯递给Princess，喝完后，她还会把杯递回给我。真厉害，还会要我帮她丢。可是,Ninja will always complete Princess's orders!

直到六点半，他们才开始让我们入场！我自然而然的是坐在Princess身边啦！哈哈。aL和S则坐在我的左边！我又开始和Princess交谈。逐渐向她展示我的才华，把我的冷笑话伎俩发挥得淋漓尽致！aL还特地帮我们拍照，哈哈，只不过Princess还不敢太靠近与我合照！也无所谓啦,毕竟这可是我们的首张合照。aL一连帮我们拍了两张照片。真是爽死我了！八点钟左右，aL就离开了，因为他要与S去享受二人世界！还好，之前我就从aL车里拿了Princess的头盔出来，因为Princess之前把头盔给留在了aL的车里。aL真够朋友，今晚你帮了我很大的忙，真是谢谢你！

这次的参赛者水准还好啦。是有特出的但也有拙劣的！还好Charline成功进入最后五强，还在PK赛中胜出！看完PK赛，我与Princess就“跑”了！因为我们开始肚子饿了，也开始觉得闷了！不是不支持了，而是已经十点多了！学院外真是乌黑一片！很危险，怕被打抢！我开摩托开得很慢，只是40km/h，因为当时已经很晚了，我怕Princess会着凉了！不过，也不可以太慢呀！我就回头问问Princess冷吗？她说不冷，那我就说：“那我开快点了咯。”她并不反对，我就开始开60-70km/h。一路上，咖啡店都已经关闭了，可是Princess又想早点回家。

突然，她想起可以去Tanjung Bungah的巴刹吃云吞面。她说她常跟她的表哥及朋友去那儿吃，而且还开到深夜的！很可惜，我并不熟悉Tanjung Bungah的路，就要她带路。她还“酸”我是不是槟城人。哈哈。到了那巴刹，我才发现我知道那巴刹的，因为以前我曾经随海丽在那工作过！不过我没有告诉Princess。哇！天意弄人，竟然今天早收。老板说星期二早收的，只到十点钟而已！没办法啦，只好去Gurney吃咯。

我们走呀走的，到了那马来kampung,发现华人咖啡店--金沙湾还没关，就问Princess要try看吗？因为这是最近的店了，不然就真的要去Gurney了！我们就在那儿享受我们的二人晚餐！这时，志泰及几位我也相识的友人也来那儿用餐，一个个以怪异的眼神看我，好尴尬哦！我们用完餐后，我就殷勤地拿出tissue给Princess以显示我的细心。哈哈，其实这招是从富贵那里学来的！谢啦！这时，我发现坐在Princess后面的uncle在抽烟！我就问Princess要回了吗？因为有人在抽烟，对健康不好！之后，我便载她回家了！

她告诉我要教我走捷径，哈哈。其实那条捷径不就是我每天上课的必经之路吗？原本我想要在她临回前与她再度合照的，但一到她家，她就下车了，和我道别后就回家了。临别前，我还吩咐她有事记得call我。贴心吗？哈哈。。。我还特地地目送她安全进入租屋范围才带着依依不舍的心情离开。看，去哪里找像我这么贴心的人？Lolz,真是自夸！不好意思啊！回家的路上，我才发现Princess的free gift还遗留在我的摩托。哎呀，怎么忘了交给她呢？真是疏忽！

我一回到家，就发了个安全到家的简讯给Princess。哈哈，其实应该是她send给我才是，不过无所谓啦，谁send也ok啦！其实，今天的约会我是相当地满意的，虽然Princess不如我想象中那么热情及她在坐我摩托时双手紧握把手。可是呢，我们之间的默契指数可是满到爆灯！早上在学院时，我俩都身穿黑色上衣，下午约会时我身穿白色上衣，而她则是浅粉红色，大家都是浅色系列;我们的第一个晚餐，我们很投机地各要了一杯凉茶，只是她要冰的而我则要热的（全怪我咳嗽的缘故）。真是默契十足！各位，这可不是事先讲定的哦！哈哈。。。

Lucky?

Yesterday,I was lucky to know that my overall English coursework was A-.That means I have to get around 84 marks for my final exam to get an A,otherwise 4 flat will not belong to me again.I was glad to know that I got an A for my group presentation.Hey,it could not be what!I felt my individual presentation was much more better than my group presentation leh!Then how come my individual presentation just B+?Something must be going wrong with the devil woman!Haha,forget it la!Now my coursework was A-.Luckily was A-,otherwise I would have a "man talk" with the devil woman.Haha.

Beneficial Shock!!!

Haha,my Princess sms me today.This was out of my expectation although I had been looking forward to her sms for quite a long time!

Last Wednesday,I officially asked for her handphone number and we exchanged our cell phone numbers as well.During the week,I had sent her 3 sms but she didn't reply me since her mobile phone had expired already.Lolz.She said she would ask her mom to reload when she was back to her hometown during the weekends.

Actually,during Saturday,I was frustrating about whether to sms her or not but I was also scared that she would repel me because she had told me that she enjoyed her single life,she liked freedom temporarily.Therefore,I cannot too rush otherwise we even cannot be friend.

This evening,as I was busy playing Facebook,she sms me.She told me that she had bought biscuits and her class representative didn't change the date for Quantitative Studies test.Haha.I know you are feeling weird that why she tell me she has bought biscuits leh?Lolz.This was because one day,she told me that she was hungry.That time already 8:30pm but she still hadn't had her dinner!You know,I hope I can buy her dinner but we know each other for a week only,so it is not nice to do so!So,I suggested her to eat biscuits first since she needed her friends to fetch her for dinner but her friends were Dota crazies!She couldn't find biscuits in her hostel.Thus,from that day onwards,I keep reminding her to buy biscuits in case this kind of problem happens.I am worried that she can get gastric!You know,gastric is a very suffered disease!

Then,we sms to each other until the late midnight.Haha,luckily my sms are free of charge ones otherwise really cost much!lolz.As usual,she was lazy to study and I had to dissuade her to study for her own good.She said I was really like her mum,like to show our wagging tongue!Haha,why I had to be so "ngam ngam cham cham"?This is because I care you,I mind you and I love you,Princess!Anyway,she finally raised her white flag and studied her QS.Haha,this was the first time I won her!Everytime when there is argument in our colloquy,I sure lose to her one.I don't know whether I am too soft-hearted or I really lose to her.Haha,you know,my talking skill is not bad one ma!

Devil woman

Are you interested to know who is the 1 I call her as devil woman?Certainly,right?She is my English lecturer--Miss Cheng!Why I am so impolite,call her like that?Here are the reasons:

The devil woman praised me for my individual English presentation.She said my presentation was good,my voice was loud enough but my style just a little bit girlish.My overall presentation was the 1 she wanted.Not bad ma,this was a remarkable comment!I thought my grade would be excellent!

Unfortunately,when I looked at my grade last Thursday,I was shocked as I just managed to get B+.Some of my classmates who didn't perform well for instance,not fluent,forgot the points and so on,she gave them B+ and A-.Walao,why she gave them so high grade but just gave the 1 whom she had a great impression so low the grade.Her act was just like feeding me honey.As I was going to close my mouth to enjoy the honey,she quickly took away the honey.Haiz.Devil woman,if you are not willing to give me high grade,please don't give me hope!You are so cruel!Hurt me so much!I hate you,damn you!My Princess asked me not to give up easily and just discuss with her again to check what was going wrong!Luckily,my Princess dissuade me,otherwise you die!Devil woman!

The other reason I hate her is she looked like doesn't want to teach and penalize the boys.She is not good in teaching,always uses Manglish for example,lah,loh,leh...Sweat,why you teach me Manglish?I want proper English!Devil woman!

First Eye Contact

Monday,yes Monday.I had been looking forward to the arrival of Monday for 2 days.This is because today,I can meet my Princess and chat with her as well.

I had not been chatting with my Princess via msn for 2 days.She went back to her hometown on last Saturday and just back today.These 2 days,I missed her so much and couldn't chat with her as her mum refused her to apply streamyx or other broadbands.She said she was the only 1 who used the online service at home since her sister was not living with them.

This morning,I went to lecture hall to attend Quantitative Studies lecture but today was so special because my god sister still hadn't adjourned her lecture yet.Normally,she would dismiss her lecture 10 minutes earlier.So,I thought this was my opportunity.Haha.I went to toilet with my friends.After we finished our "business",we went back to take our bags.At this moment,I saw the driver.The driver is my Princess's cousin.Haha,syiok lo!I saw him waiting outside the lecture hall.I didn't bother him,took my bag and got ready to enter DKB.

I saw my Princess was talking with her cousin,I was worried.I couldn't decide whether to talk to her or not?I took up my guts and passed through in front of her.As I noticed that she was staring at me,I said "hi" to greet her and she greeted me as well.At this moment,we had our first direct eye contact.Even though it was just a few seconds but I already satisfied.Actually,we could chat but I insisted to get into DKB to find me a seat as other students normally would take away the seat that I used to sit.Never mind la,we still have time.Besides,we almost will chat every night unless for the nights when she is at her hometown.

万劫不复？

昨晚，我从报章上得知有关Twins可能会解散与单飞的消息。我很是心痛！毕竟，我已打从心里支持她们整整四年了！

单飞，会是一个很好的结果吗？对于歌迷来说，这是一个噩耗，但对其他人来说，这又会是一个怎样的感觉？

其实，Twins本来是甚有名气的，只是年头所发生不愉快的事件，令Twins从此消失在荧光幕前！Twins可是最赚钱的艺人。她们的解散，公司会获益吗？不过，环境促使公司将她们解散！

年初的黑暗事件，即阿娇（钟欣桐）的裸照在网上肆无忌惮地流传开来后，Twins从此就跌入谷底。网友对她的批评与攻击更令阿娇永无翻身之日！

网友的毒舌可是不饶人的！即使是受害者的阿娇也无法幸免。身为受害者，她不但没有获得社会的保护及谅解,而且还被社会唾弃！真是可悲！

可是，社会为什么不把矛头指向当事人--陈冠希呢？是他自己有这个嗜好，“完事”后还把照片留在电脑里！这起事件原可避免的。若非男方主动，女方会自愿献身吗？

话说回来，为何不责怪那修理电脑的人呢？难道社会没有从这起事件中收到讯息？那就是人类的隐私权被侵犯了！难道社会人士不怕自己的隐私被公诸于世吗？其实，罪魁祸首是那修理电脑的人！

虽说身为儿童偶像及公众人士，阿娇的行为是不对的，但那修理电脑的人难道就可以幸免吗？

俗语说得好：“人非圣贤，孰能无过”。难道做错了一次，就得沦落为千古罪人吗？“知错能改，善莫大焉”，发生了这起黑暗事故，阿娇便第一时间站出来，开了一场记者招待会，公开承认犯错！难道就不能予于她一个重新证明自己的机会？公众人物一犯错，便万劫不复吗？是否她是公众人物，社会就对她不谅解并施展全面的封杀？

朋友，公众人物也是人呀！他们只是普通人而已！每一个人都会犯错，公众人物也不例外！试问一下自己，自己是否曾经犯错？那，犯错后，是否会原谅自己？正所谓，我们要以“责人之心责己，恕己之心恕人”！难道我们一犯错就会一无所有，遭遇他人遗弃？换作你是阿娇，你又会有什么感受？

有家长说,阿娇应该从此消失于娱乐圈，因为她的形象已败坏，不再适合当孩子们的榜样。那，如果自己犯错，是否意味着自己不配当孩子的父母？况且，事情已经发生了这么久，难道还要咬着这件事情不放？为什么要这样折磨自己呢？想想看，这么做值得吗？

我知道我这一个post一出，一定会引起极端分子的开炮，但我还是坚持要出。我并没有任何挑战的意思，只是想冷静地分析，还阿娇一个清白!身为Twins的fans，你们想必会认为我在包庇着阿娇，可是回头看看与思索，我所说的可有道理？

最后，我衷心地祈求各位可以再给阿娇一个改过自新的机会，继续支持她。毕竟要向大众认错是需要很大的勇气的！这么勇于认错的人，试问在这世上，又会有几个？

First Blood

Last night was my first time to chat with my Princess.By right,this should be carried out on Friday but because of the "black luck"as stated in "A Black Week",I just managed to chat with her last night.

Actually,I was going to watch Manchester City vs Manchester United football match.Somehow,I found that my Princess was online.Therefore I took up my guts to chat with her.Luckily,she didn't suspect me and our colloquy was quite smooth and enjoyable.

I was so happy last night due to my first blood and Manchester United managed to win in the derby match.Unfortunately,I sicked.I had a serious cold and fever."Steaming" all the day.But I still felt extremely excited because I could chat with my Princess.

I knew that my Princess needed to resit for Business Statistics paper.She said she would score if she didn't lazy to study and didn't skip class.She also asked me to teach her as well so that she could pass.Oh,it is my pleasure to help you,Princess.

I also knew that she still hadn't submit her outline for English presentation.So,I decided to help her.Her topic is "Foreign Worker".I intentionally ignored the football match to help her searching for some relevant information.I also promised to help her to elaborate the points after she had discussed the points with her teammates today.

No matter what is your order,Princess,as long as the order is from Princess,Ninja is ready to accomplish it.

A Black Week

This week was a black week to me.This is because on Monday,my parents' car was hit by a motorcyclist.The evidence was a Proton Perdana whose car number was PGF 6239 was going to turn right to get into my college compound but as it did so,it hit a motorcycle and the motorcyclist couldn't control his motorcycle and lost balance so he hit my side mirror.My side mirror was cracked into few pieces and my door had 1 scratch.

This incidence was told by a college mate(girl)whom I didn't recognize.She told me that the motorcyclist ran away without pausing but he was believed to be seriously injured.She also told me that the motorcycle was blue and white in colour.She asked me to seek for the guard who knew the whole incidence.I did so with Anthony.The guard was an Indian who could speak Hokkien very well.I spoke Hokkien to him due to my lousy English.Haha,embarrassing.He said he didn't know the motorcyclist but he had recorded the car's number.He also asked the car owner to get down to check for the motorcyclist but the owner refused to do so.I got the car number from him and I headed to Administration Office because the car had the college's sticker so the car must have been registered.I was not sure whether the Administration staff(Mr.Kenny)was busy or he was hesitated to help me to check for the car owner.He kept on asking me to find him later.Walao ei,my class ended already,I couldn't wait leh!So I went back and decided to find him on Wednesday.

On Tuesday,I had 1 gathering,that was playing badminton.I was assigned to lead my classmates to the badminton court because they were from other states.Unfortunately,that day was raining like cats and dogs.Initially I decided to fetch Chin Kee to lead them with me by my motorcycle but it rained,my plan broke.Chin Kee called me and offered to bring me there by his car.We went there together.It stopped to rain at Padang Tembak.We waited them at PCGHS.Finally they came.I got into Mun Yee's car to lead them instead of getting into Kee's car.As we were arriving at the mosque,we met Zu Meng who ride a motorcycle.He threw his thing into our car except his wallet.Unluckily,as the traffic light turned green,his motorcycle suddenly failed to start（死火）.He asked us to go first.We also didn't bother him and head to the destination.Lo and behold,we realized that Zu Meng didn't bring along his hp which was left in our car.So,we started to worry.

When we arrived at the badminton court,it still rained.But,Zu Meng and Chin Kee didn't come yet.Chin Kee should have been arrived since he had overtook us when we arrived at Union Secondary School.We were worried about Chin Kee and Zu Meng.We started to call Kee.He said he was on his way to here.Just now he went back to his house to have his lunch.Unfortunately,he lost his car's key and he searched the whole house and along the road which he had passed to buy his food.So,when he arrived at the badminton court,it was already 3.45pm.

Back to Zu Meng's story.Luckily,he could start his motorcycle after we left him behind but he couldn't follow us.He simply followed the road boards and went to Penang Hill and then Ayer Itam and then S.J.K.(C).Kong Min Cawangan II.He was smart as he knew to ask people about the destination of badminton court.He managed to arrived at 3.10pm but his entire body was wet.Fortunately Liang Yee got bring a spare shirt and he borrowed the shirt to Zu Meng.I asked Zu Meng why he wanted to ride the motorcycle since Chun Kuang or Mun Yee's cars still had a lot of empty spaces.He said that he had borrowed the motorcycle from his friend and decided to ride to the badminton court while enjoying Penang's scenes.Haha,how silly he was!

On Wednesday,I headed to Administration Office once I arrived at college.Mr.Kenny managed to find me only the car owner's name and he wanted me to check for the car owner's details in Admission Office.Walao ei, so mahuan and so many procedures.I did so.Before I went to Admission Office,I met Ms.Theresa,she asked me to inform my class that this day's tutorial was cancelled due to emergency case.I assigned Anthony to do so.The Admission Office's "sui zai" was extremely "yong sui".He asked me why I wanted to check the car owner and he seemed didn't believe me that I was the victim.He asked me for the police report.Hey man,it was just a small case,did I need to make a police report?He checked it out with the Admin Office and the guard and he eventually help me to check but unfortunately he couldn't find the guy whom Mr.Kenny gave me.He asked me to confirmed with Mr.Kenny again.I went to Admin Office but Mr.Kenny searched his name list and the name was correct.I went to Admission Office again and the "sui zai" once again failed to search for the car owner and he called Mr.Kenny to check for me again and I once again needed to walk to Admin Office.Mr.Kenny asked me to find him later because he needed to check for the car owner's name from the registration forms.

I had no idea and no choice.I went to study room to wait for the result.When I was in study room,my classmates were already waiting for my poker.They played poker and I suddenly realized that there were name lists on the notice board at the corridor of the labs.I ran to there to check but unluckily,I failed to find him as the name lists were limited to Year 1 students only.I walked back to Admin Office,and this time,Mr.Kenny found the real name.It was Cheoh Kheng Haur but not what he gave me just now--Cheah Kheng Haur.I straight away went to Admission Office.The "sui zai" found his details but just limited to his name,his home phone number and his course.He asked me to find Ms.Ong in Admin Office to find more of his details.Once again,I walked back to Admin Office and found Ms.Ong for help.She was able to found his tutorial group and his schedule or time table for that day.He was from DEM--Investment and Marketing.Tutorial group was Y2M26,no wonder I couldn't find him in the name lists.

After that,I found my god sister in staff office and told her everything that happened to me this week and I asked her the reason for the cancellation of Theresa's lesson as well.She told me that Theresa's grandmother had passed away after seriously sicked for quite a long time.Oh my condolence.In the afternoon,I waited the car owner in front of his classroom.But he was late.I found that he was searching for parking lot downstairs so I rushed down to block him without waiting for Anthony and Kee.As I was rushing down,I met my Princess who dressed formally on that day because she had presentation later.She was so pretty as usual.Haha.As I was arriving at downstairs,I found that the car was stopping at DKA's parking lot.I rushed to there to ask for his explanation.As what my sis told me before,students from this group were野蛮.It was true.He looked like want to beat me up but he couldn't scare me as I was not too coward too.I used to fight when I was 2-5 years old.Now growing bigger already so I try to be gentleman.He said that that day he had lighted his signal.So I couldn't claim from him since he was right.He told me that he was searching for the motorcyclist as well.At night,aL asked me not to meet those guys alone,at least need 2 to 5 people accompany me.I know,thanks aL.No next time,I promise.

On Thursday,I thought that my Princess would be attending the lectures with me for 4 hours consecutively but she had gone back after Theresa's lesson.Thus,I just attended the account lecture with my friends.So lonely!May be she was going to"林宇中签唱会".Then,I decided to chat with her at night.I online till 10:00pm though I had been exhausted but she didn't online.Haiz!!!

On Friday,today was the day that I planned to chat with my Princess.I noticed that she was online when I online but I didn't bother her since I needed to check for my mails,SoccerManager,AsianBookie,Facebook and Friendster.After that,I had my dinner.When I was ready to chat with her at around 7:30pm,she had offline.Haiz,no chance to chat with her.But I still hadn't relinquish since she might be going out to have her dinner.Therefore I waited her but she still didn't online.Haiz,fate...fate,where were you?

可爱小鬼

今天放学回家，发现屋里来了客人。进了屋才发现原来是叔母和姑婆她们来了！

姑婆从吉隆坡来，也带来了她的一班孙子。我最喜欢的就是我的表妹了。表妹？应该是表妹吧！她是我的姑婆的女儿，也就是我的晶姨的女儿。同辈不同姓，应该是我的表妹吧！她很可爱，偏偏我又很喜欢可爱的小孩，因此我总是喜欢跟她玩。除此之外，也来了我的表弟，也就是我的姑婆的儿子和女儿的孩子。

表弟--林亦航，今年刚考完小六UPSR考试。成绩不太理想，只拿了3个As，2个Bs与2个Cs.
表弟--苏志扬，今年四岁，很活泼，但我不喜欢，因为太过动了！
表妹--林碧晴，今年五岁，很活泼，我的最爱，可爱极了，又好逗！

我跟小表弟与表妹拍照，但由于今天是我第一次自拍，所以照片中的我们站位并不理想，不过有好过没有啦！就好像福建话所说的：“没鱼虾也好”一样。

Thanks and Sorry

This post is specially written to thank and say sorry to my Princess.

First and foremost, she has been studying with me in DKB (thursday lessons only) for 2 weeks. I am very glad to have this opportunity to study with her. The lessons are Business Information System and Application and Fundamentals of Accounting. Thank you so much for studying with me for 4 hours, Princess, I love you!

On the other hand, you are too suffered, Princess. This is because you have a lesson before these lessons. So, you are studying 6 hours in a row without a proper break. You even can't have a proper lunch, just having biscuits or breads for lunch. Could you stand it? If you feel suffered, just go back to rest, I don't need your sacrifice, what I want is to make you to be the happiest Princess in the world! Sorry, Princess, I promise will treat you whole-heartedly.

Wondering

Today,I was very nervous because I got English presentation.This was not because I didn't prepare,it just was I was worried that my presentation couldn't reach 5 minutes.Luckily,everything was over already and I felt that my presentation was quite good.Maybe this is because Beatrice Xu was concerning my presentation and helping me!Thanks a lot Beatrice,you are my angel forever and I will inherit your spirit.

After having my dinner,as usual,I online.I was excited because my Princess had added me in Friendster after adding me in Facebook.Everything is following my plan.I was delighted to see my Princess stated her as single.That means I still have the chance to become her Ninja.From her profile,I notice that she has a very closed girl friend until the friend calls my Princess "darling".Walao leh,how come she calls my Princess "darling" leh?Are they lesbians?I hope not,otherwise it will be a nightmare to me!

Besides viewing her profile,I also downloaded her photos and then uploaded them to my Multiply account.I know that my act is terrible and dishonest but this is the only way to cure my illness---missing my Princess.Haha!From the photos,I could find out a few things,that were she liked to hang out with friends,she liked to take photos(自拍）,and I finally knew her real name.Not as what I had stated before,TTS,it is THY.In addition,I also found that she was from SK,no wonder this whole afternoon,I couldn't find her in Jit Sin school's graduation magazine.

Since she loves to take pictures,I hope that next time I can have a picture with her!So,now everything is under my expectation,thus my next step is to add her in msn so that we can know each other well but as what I have stated before,I don't want to be too rush!

These few days,I was so dull and Princess was the only motivation for me to pass through these dull days.Unfortunately,today I couldn't meet her as I was late to lecture hall.Actually this was not my fault because when I reached at lecture hall,it was just 10.53am.I couldn't meet her because my god sister dismissed the class earlier!Anyway,I am sure that I can meet her within this week and everything hopes for the best!

过关

今天，我开始背我的English Oral，因为下个星期一，我可能会“中选”，被迫提前present。所以，以防万一，我今天就“开工”。大概用了半个小时，我就背完了！

下午，我与往常一样，到公公家去陪他谈天。由于今天天气不美，所以我提早去，大约一点左右就去了。我还顺道带了我的MP4去，因为里面存有我的Princess的照片。哈哈。。。

我跟公公什么都谈的，内容包括政治，健康，身理。。。。。。因此，我们之间的默契及关系真是好到没有话讲！他除了是我的公公外，也是我的辅导老师及好友！正所谓“亦师亦友”。公公告诉我他前几天跌倒，弄伤了手指及膝盖内侧的筋！他无意间说这样惟有坐“电椅”才是最好的治疗方案。说的也是，以前我们结伴去日本宣传公司后，也会去的。因此，“电椅”的疗效我可是一清二楚的！我当下马上答应他下周二来载他去“享受”。可是，此话一出，我脑袋立即闪出我下周二读Macroeconomics的计划。唉！没办法啦，既然我已经答应了公公，因此我决定把这计划提早到明天。毕竟，公公的健康才是最重要的，况且他还那么地疼我而我也是最疼他的！

闲聊后，我拿出我的MP4，把我的Princess的照片给他过目。我问他我的Princess漂亮吗？相貌可以吗？他都一一地点头赞好！哈哈，我的Princess终于过了公公这一关。lolz。我的Princess呢，除了我的小妹及不经意间被妈咪偷看到和予迎（唯尹）与二阿姨看到外，其他的家人一律不晓得。公公说我的Princess看来很健康，很有精神，想必头脑一定很好，此外像片中的她的笑容也很迷人，只是不知道她平常时是否会如此般笑容常挂于脸颊上？

傍晚六点钟，我就打道回府了。下山期间，我又遇见那只衰狗！我像往常般地放慢车速，好让屋内的主人把它赶进屋内，可是那主人真是不知道这么的，叫我脱头盔打它！痴线咩？它没犯我，我为何要打它？不过今天它似乎变乖了，没有再追我！一到山下，我才发现我的手提电话掉了，又得从回山上，又遇见那只衰狗，但是它还是乖乖让路给我过！幸好我的手机是掉在公公家。收好手机，又下山了，又是那只衰狗，原本以为它变乖了，就毫无顾忌地驶下山去，怎知这一次它又吠又追我了。还好反应极快的我马上转油门，飞奔下山去。其实我这样做是很危险的！因为我既会翻摩托，也会发生意外的。如果当时不远处有人的话，我岂不是会撞死他？所以呢，我是很讨厌那只衰狗的！恨不得把它碎尸万段！看在我Princess的份上，我就姑且饶了它吧！

不过，问题来了!如果改次我载Princess去找公公时，又会怎样呢？我可不想我的Princess受伤，不过我又想载我的Princess给公公看呀！haiz！

对手？

这几天，我很高兴，几乎天天都跟Princess有缘。不可思议的是我的gang近来兴玩PSP，因此我们一有时间就会玩，而我则是利用吃午餐的空闲才玩的！恰巧，每当我玩时，Princess都会在我身边，而我总是会赢。就好像今天，Princess就坐在我的十点钟的位置，我当然一边瞄她，一边玩啦！在她在我左右时，我总是会赢，但是过了一会儿，Princess就离开了，就在此时，我就输了一球。哇，做戏咩？怎么会这么巧呢？不过，各位读者，这是真的！

最近，我很少看见Princess乘坐那位司机的摩托车回家，也很少遇上那位司机。我感到很好奇!因为我这几天经过司机的摩托车时，都没发现到Princess的头盔！那，Princess是没再坐那摩托车了呢？还是她没戴头盔？还是她乘坐别人的车或摩托车？又或者她自己驾呢？如果她是坐别人的车，那，是否意味着我又有新的对手了呢?

恭喜

前天，我从报章中得知我支持的偶像剧一姐--林依晨凭着恶作剧2吻获得金钟奖。真是恭喜她呀！

此外，我还从报章中看到一张林依晨与许玮伦昔日的合照，真是十分感触！你们知道吗，我msn的personal message所写的，就是对玮伦的怀念，须知道，以前，除了Cyndi与玮伦的戏之外，其余的我一律都不屑一看！看到玮伦的照片，我顿时醒悟了！我知道我现在没有时间了，我要开始读书了，不然我的4 Flats 都只会是空头说白话！

每每我看到玮伦的照片或忆起玮伦时，我都会有发奋的心理！玮伦真是我发奋的良药，也是我所需要的推动力！因此，现在的我已经不是昔日的阿当了，我要努力和发奋，毕竟现在的课程可不是开玩笑的!

A Memorable Day

今天，我终于等到我引颈长盼的Princess approved我了。

今天我偷懒，不去学院上课。不是啦，只是我和Anthony一起辍学，为的是要省一天的车油钱！下午，我赴会去打羽毛球。我们还玩得挺高兴的呢！

一回到家，我便立即去洗澡。过后，就玩Facebook，我发现到我的Princess终于都approve我了，真是开心极了！我立即打开她的profile来看，哈哈，今天我终于知道她的生日了！可惜她的生日已过了，不过没关系，来日方长嘛！我连她的msn都有了，只是我还没有add她而已，我不想太猴急，我怕会吓着她，到时连跟她交往的机会都将失去！其实，如今有这些资料，我已经十分地满意了.

A High Day

Today is so special to me.Today is my lucky day.Why?This is because I eventually meet my Princess today after failing to meet her last week,even 1 day.It was this morning,around 10:50am.I was heading to DKB which is my lecture hall.I know that my Princess is attending the class every Monday,her class is just before my class.But I had never met her on Monday before, but today,I made it.As I was getting into the lecture hall,she came out.I thought she didn't notice me,so I went near her so that I could know what is the difference in height between her and me.I was delighted that I am finally taller than her,haha!Her height is around till my ear.Not bad la.I am happy because what had I done during last sem break was not wasted!I finally grow taller,no wonder nowadays I found that Anthony and aL are no longer too tall to me,lolz.And,when I went near her to measure height,I accidentally hit her bag,haha.I hoped she didn't notice this,otherwise shameful to me.

Last Saturday,my student leader found me via msn.As usual,he still hadn't recognized me but we also chatted quite well.He suddenly asked me to add him in Facebook.I did so but I lo be hold clicked to view his friends and profile.I noticed that he had few friends but the most important thing was I found my Princess in his friend list.I added her but until now she still hadn't confirmed me.Never mind,I have time and I will wait for you,Princess.Since Facebook does not allow people to view one's profile before he or she approves you,so I can't view my Princess's profile yet.But from the profile name displayed,the name is not the name that I was thinking previously,it is totally different.What la,how can I be like that,love her but don't know her name.So sweat lo.But this doesn't matter because once she confirms me,I will add her in my msn,then I will have a great time with her.But I am also worried that I would find that she states her as in a relationship,married or engaged.Haiz.You know,since I added her and found that I am taller than her,I feel that our distance is narrowed and I become more confident whenever I meet her.I hope I could get closer to her through msn and I don't intend to delude her because she is my Princess and I am her Ninja!

A Disappointed Day

Yesterday was the day of announcement for 1st sem results.Unfortunately,I couldn't achieve my goal,I failed to get 4 flats.

The most unbelievable thing was,I got A- for my English paper but not Business Information Technology and Application,Hubungan Etnik or Microeconomics which were the subjects that I was not confident enough to score.

A- for my English paper was out of my expectation and the most silly thing was I didn't know where or which part in the paper was going wrong.Essay not good enough?I don't think so because the essay that I wrote was the 1 that I wrote last year in SPM.I did mistakes in comprehension?Maybe yes it was but I was also quite confident to score in this part.So,where was going wrong?

I visited my grandpa in the afternoon,I told my disappointment to him but he tried his best to convince me that my result was good but just not excellent.Haha,he was right,actually my result was not bad,it just not excellent.Actually I didn't care whether I could get 4 flats or not,I just cared that I could maintain my CGPA or not!So,now my CGPA is 3.9605,I have to maintain at least 3.85 for it within these 2 years.Hopefully I can do it and I am sure that I can do it!

假期生活

Sorry to all supporters,long time didn't update my blog,really sorry for that.Actually I had written a blog on September,it is about politics but my lovely grandpa worried about my safety,so he asked me to delete it.He worried that I could be caught under ISA.

After the final exam,I had a sem break.It was about 2 weeks but if we subtracted the holidays for Hari Raya,it was just about 1 week time.Haiz,before the sem break,I am looking forward to it,this might because i was busying and frustrating to prepare for my final exam.The exam was not as difficult as I thought but it was quite challenging.However I believed that I could handle it.I just worried about my Business Information and Technology, Hubungan Etnik and Microeconomics,others still OK.After half year not in the exam mood or took any exam,I felt pretty nervous on the 1st day of the exam,so I didn't performed well.This annoyed me!For your information,I am not competing with people but with marks to maintain my scholarship.I want to maintain at least 3.85 for my CGPA so that I can continue my full scholarship for my advanced diploma.

After the exam,I started to carry out my plan to make my sem break more exciting.I play basketball with friends almost everyday because I want to be taller and stronger.After I met my Princess,I suddenly felt like I was not tall enough so I decided to play basketball to grow taller.Even though basketball is not my favourite since I cannot score but now I like it as I can score and because of the motivation to be taller so that I can be taller than my Princess.My Princess is a very tall girl,she is not shorter nor taller than me.So I have to be taller so that we can be a perfect match!

My second plan is to buy me a present for the effort that I had paid for the exam.I bought myself an analog watch in night market.During that day,my cousin came back from KL together with her bf,Jeff.So I fetched them to the night market as well.

我的第三计划就是去观音亭烧香,I made it。在我还未去拜拜时，全身都不舒服，好像还有什么东东还未办。拜完后，全身都松了！本来还要去海边吹风的，但最后因为我还要去我最疼爱的外公那儿，所以就cancel了。

第四个计划就是去打羽毛球。So long time didn't play already,so my hand quite itchy,but I also played once with Jin Siang and Tet Hien。我们因为三缺一，所以就打single，我发现我的体能增强了，因为打完球后，非但没有气喘，而且还可以说笑。

第五个计划则是去清观寺，也就是所谓的千二层去酬谢九皇大帝。原因为我去年曾求过他们保佑我考取好成绩，如今实现了，就要遵守诺言去拜谢神恩。可是这次的路程却没有去年的“爽”。事关去年是大好天气，还有一位相当够资格当我女朋友的女生。不过，这回却是下雨天。还好，这雨是在我上到山顶时才下的，不然就既扫兴，又难逃落汤鸡一劫了！今年的香钱起价了，从原本的RM3起到RM4。在清观寺，I saw many couples。我也遇见ex-Bomba members--Chew Kok Wei and his brother,Chew Kok Jin with his gf。另外我到清观寺的原因还有搜寻妖怪的行踪。Deng Deng Deng Deng!感兴趣了吧！

就告诉大家清观寺的故事吧!洗耳恭听哦！这故事也是我的外公告诉我的。他说以前清观寺是一片森林来的。因为九皇大帝的显灵，人们逐渐受惠及要盖个庙来供奉，但当时要以人力来搬洋灰上去尚可，但要搬石头，沙，小石子及木材就办不到了。所以乩童就请神明上身以问他要如何解决这个问题。他说洋灰就人力搬上来，石头，沙，小石子呢就可以在那庙不远处的小水沟那儿获得。木材就砍附近的树就可了事！语毕，信徒就前往神明所说的地方去探个究竟，果然，那里真的有沙，小石子及石头。那，建庙问题就迎刃而解了！

在过一些时候，妖怪四处吃人。当时不少无辜百姓被这只妖怪给吃了，生灵涂炭！幸好，清观寺当时有一位道术十分高明的高人（庙祝）。他见此状况，就下山去收服那只妖怪并把妖怪关在一粒巨石里并用一个大铁锅倒反地盖住那石头，嘱咐妖怪说从此不可出来吃人，除非有人把这个锅盖打开！

就是这个妖怪故事，我一到山顶，就四处走及寻找关妖怪的石头！可惜，我怎么也找不到。下午就去外公那儿去问个究竟，外公说迟些日子要和我一同骑摩托车上山去指给我看！真的很期待那一天的到来。各位fans请放心，我一定会拍张照片回来的！

言归正传，第六个计划是洗摩托车，但这个计划办不到，因为不是我没空就是下雨天。第六个计划就是骑自行车，这个办到了，而且还干得津津乐道，因为我是生平第一次从我家骑到植物园再从植物园骑回家。Eh，这个不简单哦！虽然整个历程才耗费了短短的一个小时半，不过只在我到了植物园才小息一分钟又继续上路真的是十分痛苦的啊！一路上，除了要有充足的脚力外，还要闪一路上的车辆，真的是不简单的哦！不过很满足!

第七个计划便是探望我的师父及以前的补习老师，可惜我办不到，心里很不是滋味。师父去年可是劳苦功高地教我会计，而且还是分文不收的呢！我这个徒弟竟然没去探望她，真是不应该！我原本是打算星期三去探望她的，因为周三不只可以探望师父及我阿姐，还可以看见我另一位补习老师--家慧。自从我拿到ＳＰＭ成绩至今，我都还没探望过她呢！第一个周三我得去夜市买手表；第二个周三呢则下雨。

最后一个计划就是要与我阿姐的儿子，也就是我的谊子－－Ｉａｎ玩。自从去年ＳＰＭ考试前到现在，我都没跟他再玩过了。他很可爱，很精灵乖巧，很是想念他。通常我跟他的“约会”时间是周六的，不过第一个周六，我去了踢足球，因为很久没踢球了，脚很“痒”！哈哈！第二个周六呢则是下雨天。哎，我最盼望可以跟他玩的嘛，不然他可能连我都忘记了。Ｈａｉｚ。。。

这就是我的假期计划，虽然美中不足，不能全部完成，不过也相当满意了！明天又要开课了，不知又会有什么挑战，不过我整个人都refresh了，简直就像全新的人一样。I am ready!

处男秀

今天，我和一群好朋友一同秀了我们的第一次--捐血！

其实，我是好怕的。平常连针也不敢多打一支的我，今天竟然能够捐血，不可思议！看见死党一个两个都拿报名名单，我不可以那么衰仔的嘛，也一起拿了一张报名名单！

其实，我阿姐也一直鼓励我去捐血，只是没有朋友的陪伴，不能立志去搞定它罢了！不过，今天终于可以实现了。一到那儿，只见人山人海。我跟同伴们一起排队去验血型。由于队伍好长好长，我们也只好聊天打发时间。这时，遇到我的student leader也来凑热闹！他说他是好人，所以要来救人。哈哈，他是好人？不错啦！只是有点油腔舌调，狡猾了一些罢了！

我们闹啊闹的，很快就轮到我们验血了！我的血型是O +ve 的，血压是130/80cmHg，haemoglobin/haemocue 则是16.9gm/dl。我问医生这样是好或坏，他说正常均为12-18。他一看我就告诉我我的一定超过15.5，果真被他猜中了，果然是老教！

轮到我捐血时，我满是担忧的，因为我不知道疼不疼啊？会是怎么样的感觉呢？幸亏，帮我抽血的是一位经验丰富，年届五十多的马来护士。她蠻nice 的！还会跟我说笑！而她也从我身上学会了一句福建话，那就是“冇痛”。

期间，aL帮我录影，幼利也在跟我谈天。我们说说笑笑的，很快便捐完了一包300ml的血！替我拔针的护士可是要了我的老命啊！她看起来也不年轻了啊，理应有经验了啊。怎知，她竟然一窍不通，还要问对面床的男护士。还说她lupa了，真是让我捏一把冷汗！所幸，另一位老教的马来护士前来提点。听清楚哦，是提点哦！不是动手哦！她帮我松掉量血压的包裹，但并没有帮我把针给拔出来，已经要收拾血压包裹，还要我自行举起手来。唉！针都还没有拔出来，我举手时会动摇到针的嘛，then我告诉她sakit，她连忙向我说sorry，我也只好回她tak apa。好让她不要紧张，不然我的命不知道还会持续多久？终于，血捐完了，“手信”也拿了。手信有一张空的CD-R，一罐水，一包零食，一张cert，一支pen，两包补血的药丸以及一本捐血记录簿！

本来，幼利也有一起贡献血液的，不过他的血不被接受，因为他先天性患有一种病--G6PD！唉，这摆明就是要摆我们上台而已。哈哈，我的第一次就这样给贡献出去了，但愿我的血能救活人命吧！不然，我今天可是白流血了。嘿嘿。。。

单恋

其实，这篇blog昨天就应该上画了，但由于streamyx故障的关系，我把它延迟至今天。

Haiz,我不久前单恋一位女生。哈哈。男人老狗，一到18就发"hao"！她条件不错，有身材，有美貌。。。连一向左嫌右嫌的我在看见她时也觉得她简直无瑕疵！赞！她就是"Is It She"的女主角啦！ 本来，我尚能按捺住我的情绪，怎知我上三个礼拜居然梦见她。哇，天意弄人！

梦境是如此的：梦境地点相当复杂。起初是我家楼下。当时，她正要骑一辆不知谁谁人的Honda EX5，而潜意识告诉我她没有驾照，也不懂骑摩托车。于是，我就握住摩托把手企图劝止她那么做。事与愿违，她开动了引擎，我也只好稍微松手，好让她安全上路。怎知，她一转油，整辆摩托就往前冲。哎呀，一号档是最有力的嘛！还转那么多油干嘛！整辆摩托往前一冲，撞上了benteng,连人带车一同翻了。我见状，赶紧冲向前去拉起摩托,stand好，然后扶她起身。好怕她腿会受伤甚至断了呢！幸亏，只是皮肉伤罢了，我帮她拍打双腿及双手的沙粒，之后就牵着她的手腕离开现场，因为有一个类似成峰的家伙在一旁看热闹。我们走呀走，经过一道门时，我问她，需要告诉她的男朋友吗？她给了我一个令我满是欢喜的答案。她说她没有男朋友。哇！是上天故意安排的吗？这时，我的手就顺势往下握，我牵住她的手掌咯！她也没有反抗，那是表示她默认了我是他的另一半吗？我问她：“可以当我的女朋友吗？”她点头。哈哈，爽死我了，这就是我期待的！我牵着她上楼梯，遇见我的大佬--俞辰。我好高兴，想跟全世界分享这个喜讯。我对她说：“这是我的大佬，叫林俞辰！”，又对大佬说：“这是我的女朋友，叫。。。”遭了，我竟然忘了问她叫什么名字。我反过去问她叫什么名字，她竟然闹别扭，转身就走。我慌了，一手把她抱住，她才止住了脚步，告诉我她的名字是“前面”。开玩笑吧，哪有人名叫“前面”的！这时，一阵冷风把我给吹醒了！ Haiz,多么不想醒啊!可是却偏偏的醒了，没有办法，赶紧再度入睡，好让我继续我的美梦。但，我再也梦不回刚才的梦了！So sad!

我知道她跟我的一个朋友同班，因为我曾经碰见他们在study room讨论assignment.因此我断定他们是同班的，而我却知道我的朋友是Y1M10的，因此，过几天，我就和Anthony一起去查个究竟！我查看Y1M10的名单，发现一个名字好熟悉。Tan T.S。我很肯定那是她的名字，因为我记得有“仙”这个音的！

因为梦见了她，使我对她越来越感兴趣。我开始留意她，想追她，甚至跟踪她回家。但是却看见我不想看见的一幕。她是乘坐一位男生的摩托回家的。他们俩都没有戴头盔，既犯法又危险！我好妒忌那位男生。我也会驾摩托呀，况且我是驾车去学院的，可以兜她一程呀！唯一可喜的是她并没有抱住他。尚保留给我一线希望！但是，我还是不爽，因为那男生竟然送她回家，不止停放她而已，还护送她到家门口哦！他们到底是什么关系！同屋主？还是我最不想看见的情侣？

上两个星期，Microeconomics有额外的lecture.很凑巧，她就坐在我的下一排，因此我感觉我们之间的距离好近，好兴奋！她看见我，也不时地偷瞄我，我真是爽到飞起!我也比了一个心型的手势给她，但不敢直视她！而且，那个司机也坐在她右二边，她右边坐着的是她的朋友！那，他们还是情侣吗？经过了那天，我越是放下了心中的大石！那司机也一样不时地偷瞄我，还假装在那儿梳头，像我这样眼利的人一看就知道他的企图啦！他是想看看我嘛，跟我比较。。。

直到上个星期四，我在食堂又遇见了她。我好欢喜，但那个司机也随侧在旁。他们一齐买食物，她排在他的前面。照理说，她买完食物就可以回来了呀，但她竟然看他点什么菜，还等他一块回来呢！这情景一一映入我的眼帘，我好心酸！若非情侣这么会故意等他呢？Haiz！因为这一幕，我整整没心机了好几天，整个人都无精打采的。。。

我决定放弃。放弃书包时代的恋情！天意弄人，我昨天又碰见她，我用过餐后，on the way to study room,我碰见她，她的朋友及那位司机。她尴尬的走过我身旁。因为，之前恺伦大叫我的名字。Haiz,我在食堂才告诉他不要再提起她，也不要干涉我们之间的事情，让我一个人平静地解决我内心的痛楚，怎知他竟然当作是耳边风！还好思进在我身旁，我借他过桥，在她经过我身边时跟思进说我明天就可以交assignment给他！Haiz!!!

这段日子，学院正在欢庆七夕节。人人都把他们的爱意写在“告白榜”上，有些甚至送花。。。我也和aL凑凑热闹，也写了两句留言：“My heart belongs to U.无法想象失去你的日子。”我真的希望她看得见，但我恐怕她找不到那个字条，毕竟我没有写我俩的全名！

虽然我已经没什么了，但我一见到她，心里还是会作怪！我不介意公平竞争，也不介意那司机继续载送她（当她是我的女朋友时），我对她可是有十足的信心，我只是担心那司机而已。Haiz，还是专注我的学业好了，毕竟知识才是我们的知心良伴！儿女私情暂且搁一旁吧！但人算不如天算,我也只好尽人事，听天命！毕竟“缘来无法挡”嘛！

节哀顺变

昨晚，我接到一通来自思进的电话。我那时正在跟Willy谈得正起劲儿的呢，怎知那通电话打断了我的心情。

思进是来报噩耗的，他说富贵的爸爸逝世了！对我来说，这根本就是在开玩笑嘛！但是他说是富贵亲自sms给他的，相信富贵也不会拿自己的爸爸来开玩笑吧！

我不知怎么的，我感到好难过，也好无助。富贵可是我去年和我同班并坐在我左边的知己。他的亲人离世，我难免也会感到哀伤的，虽然我不曾与伯父见过面。思进说他打了通慰问的电话给富贵，富贵在电话里只是号声大哭，泣不成声。真是我闻犹怜！毕竟相同的事情，我也于去年经历了一次，那就是其贻的父亲逝世那天。我也sms给富贵，要他节哀顺变和振作，因为我们这群朋友会在他身旁支持他的！

虽然从小就知道人总是要经历“生，老，病，死”，但一有这种消息时，难免也会辛酸不已！就好像许纬伦去世那天，我还留下了男儿泪呢！还有我的姐夫去世时，和肥姐沈殿霞病逝那天，真叫我难以入眠。

其实，我真是身在福中不知福。我拥有双亲的照顾，但我从未跟他们说过一句“谢谢”。相反的，我还不时顶撞他们呢！我真该死！他们一再地包容我，我却滥用了他们的包容，变本加厉。有时我会有这样的一个思想，就是我与他们是属于不同世界的人，自以为比他们多读几年的书就很了不起似的！常常都认为我爸讲话很大声，很粗鲁，简直就是在丢我面子。其实我讲话也不小声啊！每当我有困难时，他们总是挺身而出，而我却认为这是他们的本分。我真不孝啊！

人生短短几十年，所以我们要学会珍惜现在和把握未来。我知道这几天对富贵来说是他人生中最难过的几个天了，所以他务必要振作。我们都很期待他那灿烂的笑容，洪亮的笑声，以及振奋人心的笑话。要找人陪，就找我吧！要找人谈，也请找我吧！要记住，你不会孤独的！！！

Is it she?

When I 1st saw her in TARc, I felt something weird in my heart! Why? What was that? So unfamiliar feeling.

Is she my Mrs.Right? She is the most attractive girl to me in TARc. I decided to approach her but things would never flow so smoothly, there are usually 2 friends surrounded her. So , how can I approach her? Somebody please tell me what should I do.

I told my friends about her, hopefully they might know her and get me her email address. Therefore I would hv a chance to interact with her via msn messenger. Then maybe we could develop into next stage.

I remembered that day we played water game. Boys were chosen to take part in all the games that involved water. So most of our name tags were passed to her in order to keep them for us so that they wouldn't get wet to prevent rusting. After playing the games, we found her to get back our name tags, mine 1 was the last 1, actually I would like to chat with her but there were too many team members around us and we were rushing to the next station, so the chance was missed! What a miss!!!

The 3rd day, it was sports day and variety shows day. During lunch time, she exactly was sitting opposite to me with the same table. I chatted with Kuang Ming and Wei Ping, hopefully I could attract her attention. I intentionally talked something funny and interesting so that she could join our colloquy then I would hv a chance to show my best in front of her, but she never joint our conversation, juz smiled and enjoyed our talk. Second chance missed again.

Why? I had taken an initiative. Why you didn't give me a chance?

Every time I saw her, my heart would give rise to a weird feeling. But it would not happen when she was not around me. How strange the feeling is!

Last Friday, that was 4th Jul, additional class for Microeconomics. I saw her again, of course, that strange feeling disturbed me again! I wanted to chase her to "investigate" where is she living or she went home by what kind of transportation. Once again, the God was playing a fool with me, I met Li Ching I think.

She was the 1 whom I was so embarrassed whenever I met her because of Albert who is my class representative. Albert told her that I said she is pretty and since that, she was trying her best to find me, maybe she was curious about the guy who praise her like that or she juz wanted to thank me for that. Frankly speaking, she is not bad to me!

Back to the topic, because she(Li Ching) stood in my way to chase her(beloved 1), I paused and waited till Li Ching left. When I rushed out of the lecture hall, she disappeared in my sight. Walao ei, missed the 3rd chance!!!

The most ridiculous things are I don't know her name and her class(Y1M15 I think). The only thing I know is she is studying Business Administration.

I usually wait to meet her in front of lecture hall after my Business Information Technology and Application lecture because I know that she will be attending the next lecture for Business Statistics! So, this is the easiest way for me to meet her. How silly I am but I don't care since I juz want to see her. She is my ENERGY!

第一次写blog的心情

其实，我老早前就曾经想过开个个人部落格，写写自己的心事，但总是提不起劲儿来完成此事。告诉你们一个秘密，我这个人啊，要是一没劲儿，就什么事都懒得去做了。哈哈。。。。。。

最近，我的死党，一个两个都开始展开了自己的“部落格生涯”，而我也因为受了他们的影响，也开始了我的第一次--写部落格。他们说，什么事情都可以写，包括爱情啊，亲情啊，自身的问题等，开心的，伤心的，都可以一一把它们陈列出来。而我们这些作者也不必觉得害羞或自卑，反而可以获得广泛大众的支持与意见，酷似我们的辅导老师。

现在第一次写blog，也不知道我该写些什么东西，以英语书写或中文书写，不过我的英文水平还未达标啊，这可苦了我，况且我还是“龙的传人”，不写华文怎么下得了台呢？不过我还是会尝试写写英文版本的，毕竟英语可是全世界的通用语文，我们还是得给给它面子！