Just now, I online. What shocked me immediately was I saw my Princess's personal message. She wrote "i'm SICK!!!!!". I couldn't stop myself, I clicked to chat with her at once even if she stated herself as away! I was so worried about her! My blood pressure went up and my palms became cold!
After 5 minutes, she replied me. She said that she is sick but she didn't consult a doctor. She just ate some medicines. She said that her disease is not so serious. Then, I asked her to take good care of herself. After a while, she said that she had bad mood and almost cried.
This worried me even more. She told me that she had some bad news relating to herself. I asked her to share with me as I am a good listener. Furthermore, she is my Princess, I need to help her out of trouble! However, she didn't tell me what was happening, she just said that she would tell me next time since she was not sure about the accuracy of the bad news yet! I could do nothing, I just asked her to cheer up and I told her that I just want her to be happy. I reminded her again that she can share whatever things with me. She kept thanking for my concern. Actually, you don't have to thank me since you are my Princess!
Nevertheless, what happened to her now? I started to worry! In fact, her silence even worries me more! Is the news related to her boyfriend, her disease or others? No matter what kind of bad news is, I am always be there to face it or even overcome it with you, Princess. You are not alone!
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Thursday 2 July 2009
Wednesday 1 July 2009
Still Okay
Last night, I received an sms from my Princess. I was glad about that even though it was just a forwarded message because this showed that Princess still considers me as her friend. For your information, I am scared of losing this friend.
Yesterday, I online. I clearly noticed that Princess was online as well during that time. She stated herself as busy, so I didn't disturb her and in fact, I had nothing to chat with her also. Just for a while, I found that she offline already. Then at night, I saw her online again but also just for a while, she disconnected. "Are these just a coincidence?" I asked myself! Since that, I prescribed that Princess was scared of my disturbance, she was trying to avoid me! Actually, you don't have to avoid me, I will disappear in your world. I won't annoy you anymore, Princess. Luckily I received her sms last night, then I eliminated my prescription! At least, she still knows me.
Last Thursday was a nightmare, I pounced the toilet doors for at least two times that day until I got bruise on my fist! After that, I gradually felt better! I tried my best not to miss her and forced myself not to find her and pretended nothing happen. I dissuaded myself not to care about her stuffs as well. I did it. That's why I am okay right now. I admit that sometimes, I would miss her accidentally but I managed to "pull" myself out of the dream!
The life without Princess is very lame! Bored life! Nevertheless, I can do anything I wish to do! I don't need to sustain my image, behave in gentleman manner and so on. I get my freedom back. I can tease many girls and even play with them. However, after the playing time, bored again! Thereupon, now is my time to focus on my study. I find that I am out of the track, I am behind the time! So, now is the time for me to chase the lost time back! Hopefully I can do it!
Yesterday, I online. I clearly noticed that Princess was online as well during that time. She stated herself as busy, so I didn't disturb her and in fact, I had nothing to chat with her also. Just for a while, I found that she offline already. Then at night, I saw her online again but also just for a while, she disconnected. "Are these just a coincidence?" I asked myself! Since that, I prescribed that Princess was scared of my disturbance, she was trying to avoid me! Actually, you don't have to avoid me, I will disappear in your world. I won't annoy you anymore, Princess. Luckily I received her sms last night, then I eliminated my prescription! At least, she still knows me.
Last Thursday was a nightmare, I pounced the toilet doors for at least two times that day until I got bruise on my fist! After that, I gradually felt better! I tried my best not to miss her and forced myself not to find her and pretended nothing happen. I dissuaded myself not to care about her stuffs as well. I did it. That's why I am okay right now. I admit that sometimes, I would miss her accidentally but I managed to "pull" myself out of the dream!
The life without Princess is very lame! Bored life! Nevertheless, I can do anything I wish to do! I don't need to sustain my image, behave in gentleman manner and so on. I get my freedom back. I can tease many girls and even play with them. However, after the playing time, bored again! Thereupon, now is my time to focus on my study. I find that I am out of the track, I am behind the time! So, now is the time for me to chase the lost time back! Hopefully I can do it!
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