孤军作战

This morning, I lo and behold invited Anthony and Soo Chin to go to Lab with me because I wanted to check the name list of repeat student! Unfortunately, I found my Princess's name over there! Sucks!!! "Impossible" was the first thing that came to my mind!

I had never thought of the necessity to repeat her course to happen! It was almost impossible! I even still can't accept this truth until now! Impossible what! She just failed 3 subjects. Maybe she couldn't obtain at least 2.0 for her CGPA. Haiz...

After I knew this news, many things came across my mind. I met Chun Kuan in DKB during my Business Law lecture. He is also a repeat student, therefore I asked him something about the repeat course. He let me saw his time table as well. He said, college offered him to take 3 subjects during this semester, but he is not attending lecture or tutorial with the freshmen, instead, college organised a special class for them. That means, my Princess is also there. Yup, he saw her in his class too. He said that he saw my Princess in Microeconomics class but this couldn't be since Princess had passed this subject, the subjects that she still fails are Macroeconomics, Principles of Finance and Organisation and Human Resource. He argued with me and said that my Princess is bluffing me. However, I don't believe him, instead, I strongly believe my Princess. For your information, nothing is more important than my Princess!

Actually, I should know this news earlier as I found something weird via my conversation with Princess. So stupid! Why I didn't discover or observe this! Stupid fool, Recca! Princess should be frank and candid to me, she doesn't need to conceal it! You think that I will laugh at you? Or you think that I will despise you? Impossible, Princess! If I despise you in contempt, I am no longer the Recca Loh who loves you so much!

If Princess successfully pass all the repeated subjects within this semester, I may be no longer seen my beloved Princess in college anymore. This is because she wouldn't have to come to college in the next 2 semesters since she has to follow the schedule of freshmen of this year. Thereupon, she has to wait or perhaps doing a part-time job during these two semesters until next year! Then, my plan to celebrate her nineteenth birthday or the second date which I had planned will no longer be held!

Then, I won't have the opportunity to attend the convocation ceremony with her! I have to pursue my study alone! I have to face the challenges singlehandedly! Doing all the things by myself! However, Princess, you are not alone. If you can feel it, you will find that my heart is with you. My concern is with you too. So, you are not alone!

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I just finish chatting with my Princess via msn. Many questions and worries had been solved!

Do you know the feeling after failing to chat with my Princess for 2 weeks? I also don't know how to describe it! I just know that I am relaxing and exciting now! Furthermore, I knew that Princess lied me, I clearly remembered that she told me that she just failed Business Statistics in semester 1, but now I know that she has 5 failed subjects--Microeconomics, Macroeconomics, Business Information Technology and Application, Principles of Finance, and Organisation and Human Resource. However, I am not angry at her, instead, I am happy since she is candid to me! Thanks, Princess.

Last week, I heard a scary news from 铭仔. He told me that his housemate who is very close to my Princess told him that my Princess has a boyfriend already. Wa, the sky seemed gloomy after I heard this news and my blood pressure increased even though I have already been ready for this（心理准备）! But Princess stressed again that she used to have but she is temporarily single now!

Besides, I offer a date to my Princess on her birthday {S2(a)CA} but I am worried that her friends may be coming to Penang from Bukit Mertajam to celebrate birthday with her. She also told me that her friends would come without informing her, they want to give her a surprise, therefore, she can't accept my offer! Then, I change the day of the date, which is the day before her birthday {counter offer--Hyde v Wrench}! She temporarily accept {S2(b)CA} but I know that there are still variables to change! At least, I get her acceptance now! The communication of proposal and acceptance are completed {S4(1)CA} and {S4(2)(b)} respectively! ( Sorry for writing the law sections in this passage as I am going to read this soon)

So, she will take 2 subjects for this semester, 1 subject for next semester and 2 subjects for the third semester. However, she will take the resit paper for Principles of Finance in this semester. Good luck to you, Princess! If you have problems or difficulties on these subjects, please feel free to ask or call me! Don't forget, you are not alone!

Happy or Sad?

Should I happy or sad?

This afternoon, we found Ms.Karamjit to ask something about our assignment after our Management Accounting of Fundamental's tutorial ended. Therefore, we headed to S.O.T. block at around 3:10p.m..

What shocked me was I found my Princess at the downstairs of S.O.T. block! She was wearing a pink shirt, haha, it was not a couple wear with me again since I don't have a pink shirt. She was chatting happily with her friend who I didn't sure that whether she is same age with us or not! As usual, her cousin was standing and waiting at the side. This was my first time to see her cousin!

I slowed down my footsteps with the intention to attract my Princess's attention, somehow, she couldn't see me even though I looked directly at her when I passed in front of her! She smiled, laughed and chatted with her friend without being aware of what was going on around there!

For the nonce, I know she is happy and gets new friends! However, why she didn't look at me? She didn't notice me or she purposely didn't want to look at me? Princess, even a wink or a smile will make me feel better but...Arr...