是的，我真的累了！今天凌晨大约四点多，我的手机响。当然，我还是睡眼惺忪地起床去接，可是当我要接时，它就不响了。换作是别人，可能会在夜间关机或设定震动式，但我是永远都开机的！因为，我不曾在半夜接获“鬼来电”，而且我也已经答应Princess，我的手机是24小时为她on call！
自从Princess第一次sms我的那天起，我总是机不离手。我人到哪，手机就会到哪!而且，只要一收到sms或手机响，我便会一支箭地飞奔去接，因为我要第一时间回复Princess！
这几天，我不知怎么的，那种伤感又来了!连aL也察觉到，他说我比起上几个学期，我的笑容已经荡然无存了，我已不再开朗，不再那么活泼。我只淡淡地回他说我没有心情。可能是吧！我自己也不清楚！怎么会这样？那个结总是解不开！我分析过，可能是我不甘心吧！毕竟付出了这么多，换来的却是如此。虽然我口口声声地说即使得不到，我也要祝福Princess，但是我真的做到吗？我想，或许有55%吧！
我累了，我不要再背着这个包袱，我要做回我自己！可是，我要多久才能做得到呢？无人晓得，只有上天知道！现在这种状况不算最差，毕竟我们还是会交谈。但人总是不知足的。如果时间能倒流，我冀望我和Princess的关系可以维持像我表白前。一个像以前那样的关系但我又知道她的答案的状态！对，虽然我们还是会打招呼，交谈，但我总觉得我们之间已经不再像以前那么“放”，好像有戒备似的！
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Friday 13 March 2009
Sunday 8 March 2009
Injury-hit--OKU
Aiya, I was injured yesterday and now, I am an OKU! I still played football in the rain yesterday, everything was okay in the beginning, unfortunately, I eventually was seriously damaged!
During that time, I was dribbling passing through Kin Oon but I exerted too much the force, then the ball left my position, therefore I ran as fast as possible to chase back the ball. Oops... I collided with the opponent. He was "flown away"! The first thing I did was to apologise. I said sorry to him, luckily he was not badly injured, he just had an injury on his hand.
After apologising to him, I realised that my left knee was painful and became "soft"(couldn't exert energy or force anymore). I sat on the field and I couldn't move my left leg. I struggled for pain! The first thing I thought was '糟了', then the next thing which came into my mind was 'Princess...我不能有事的'. What was related to Princess regarding my injury? I saw many people came to approach me and asked me whether I was okay? Wa... some of them were not my teammates and I even didn't recognise them! So touched! I stopped to play then.
On my way to go home, I found that my knee was very pain, I couldn't walk properly, I felt pain even when I wanted to change the gear of my motorcycle. When I was in my house, I found that I had a swollen knee! Oh my God! My knee now becomes one-half compared with the original one. I can't explain how painful it is! This makes me to understand how painful my grandma suffered before undergoing operation due to knee arthristic on both knees. I just feel pain on my left leg and this almost "kills" me. Thus, my grandma is really a tough guy!
This may take me a few weeks to be fully recovered! Sorry, Princess, I can't afford to protect you right now. However, I still will step out to help you in case you have difficulty.
During that time, I was dribbling passing through Kin Oon but I exerted too much the force, then the ball left my position, therefore I ran as fast as possible to chase back the ball. Oops... I collided with the opponent. He was "flown away"! The first thing I did was to apologise. I said sorry to him, luckily he was not badly injured, he just had an injury on his hand.
After apologising to him, I realised that my left knee was painful and became "soft"(couldn't exert energy or force anymore). I sat on the field and I couldn't move my left leg. I struggled for pain! The first thing I thought was '糟了', then the next thing which came into my mind was 'Princess...我不能有事的'. What was related to Princess regarding my injury? I saw many people came to approach me and asked me whether I was okay? Wa... some of them were not my teammates and I even didn't recognise them! So touched! I stopped to play then.
On my way to go home, I found that my knee was very pain, I couldn't walk properly, I felt pain even when I wanted to change the gear of my motorcycle. When I was in my house, I found that I had a swollen knee! Oh my God! My knee now becomes one-half compared with the original one. I can't explain how painful it is! This makes me to understand how painful my grandma suffered before undergoing operation due to knee arthristic on both knees. I just feel pain on my left leg and this almost "kills" me. Thus, my grandma is really a tough guy!
This may take me a few weeks to be fully recovered! Sorry, Princess, I can't afford to protect you right now. However, I still will step out to help you in case you have difficulty.
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