Challenge 2

I'm on the verge to get my promotion this year while someone special has entered into my life. Nonetheless, none of them is surely guaranteed.

I'm going all out to fight for my promotion out there and it's a blessing that my motivator comes into my life. I treasure and appreciate her a lot. 

After the Independence Day of Malaysia, I thought we got closer and it was a good sign. Nevertheless, something happened this morning and I felt totally defeated!

Why do I have this kind of feeling? At the age of 25, I still have nothing comparable to my peers. Ergo, I considered myself as a total failure. Lifestyle won't give you anything and money is all that counts.

I don't want to blame about luck or whatsoever. I just know that I need to double my work rate and perhaps more cases can  come in. I want a car and a house for my loved ones. I want her to feel secured with me and I want to show her that I am the right one, a real man for her.

Can I do it? It's now or never. We're no longer young. I still believe that I can do whatever I want to do. However, sometimes things won't happen as we wish. But, I'll always try my best to strive for success no matter what! This is my character, no waving white flag without trying my very best. 

Four months to go and I believe I still can make a mark this year. Let's see.



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Resurrection

Well, it's almost one year without updating my blog. I believe you miss me so much, aren't you?

It's a new chapter of my life. Finally, I struggle out of myself and choose a better and appropriate path. I want to revive!

Yesterday was the happiest day since I graduated from TARc. I found someone who can be part of my life eventually. Well, it's unofficial yet, hence no more disclosures here.

We went to have movie, 'Ant-Man', meal after that, ping pong and swimming sessions, dinner and also the wine time. It was a huge breakthrough for me. 

To my surprise, she asked me to fetch her back. I was very excited and thrilled. 

I respect her and love her. She wants me to do better. I promised her without hesitation. Ergo, it's time to make my life planning and a resurrection is a must! I'll totally change my strategy and my working habit! 

I want to narrow our gap in this year, and fully in pace with her next year and fighting for our bright future next. I want her to be happy. I want to give her a better life! This is the promise! Just trust me, I can do it!



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