戒不掉

一个星期已经过去了。我的心情怎样了呢？放心吧，我还好。毫无疑问的，起处时是难受的，但是毕竟我都算得上是蛮有经验了。

心情是平伏了很多，只不过有些习惯呢，则老是改不掉。譬如说我每天早上一觉醒来，总是会不知不觉地叫Princess。而且，我无聊时也是会不经意地叫Princess。看见街上的情侣，也会忽然想起Princess。还有许多种种，这些就是我到现在还戒不掉的习惯。给我一点时间吧！

现在，我很清楚知道，我不可以再对她抱以希望，因为有期待，就会一次又一次地失望与伤心。况且，我看见她最近的照片都笑容满脸的，这证明了她现在的生活是很写意的，那我就可以安心了。套句我偶像的名句，我想，我是因为了解而选择离开的。我左想右想，对她最好的疼爱是手放开！

傍晚七点多，我収到了Princess的转发信息。不晓得她是否真的像那信息般想的？但愿如此吧。

Ridiculous

It is mammoth ridiculous. Our government just launched a new law, that is talking through the cell phone during driving is illegal. Yep, it is illegal but what I want to mention here is it is illegal even when you are using a handfree, bluetooth or loudspeaker.

Isn't it is ridiculous. If using those appliances to talk while driving is illegal, then what is the purpose of the inventors to create those appliances? I think this law is 'rubbish'! They said that talking to the phone will cause unawareness during driving. They even suggested that drivers should off their phones or set their phones in silent mode so that they can concentrate in their driving!

Really ridiculous! What if it is an emergency call? What if it is the last call of the caller? I doubt that did they consider these factors when they intend to launch this law? This similar case happened years ago, that was switching on the lights of motorcycle during day time is compulsory. If you are a motorcyclist, then you will know that this policy is useless or even shortening the battery life. Then, why they still want to deplete the energy or power source?

Unless they can give me a more acceptable reason, otherwise I am absolutely opposing this new law.

Family Teoh

Actually, today I am still down! I can be angry without any reasonable excuse! What can I conclude myself today? One word, emotional!

I would be hot temper even when the thing is just slightly not in my favour. Due to this, I even shouted at my dad! I shouted at everybody who tried to approach me, including my uncle! I am very sorry, I didn't mean to do that. I didn't intend to do that, just that, I couldn't control myself. I was just like a sleeping volcano, I suddenly 'erupted' without giving any signal.

However, my mood changed when I went to Teoh's family just to give tuition to my little Justin. My temper was lost when I reached there. I played with him after the class ended. Suddenly, Tiffany came in. If you are not forgotten, she is my 'wife', haha... She came in and played with me. She said "monster shape" because Justin was building his castle in monster shape. See, how intelligent she was! Once again, her smile cured me! I don't know why, her smile got this kind of ability! Maybe it is very pure, uncontaminated! I like this. I really wished to hug and kiss her but I didn't do that as I didn't ask her mother for permission yet.

Thanks a lot Family Teoh, especially Tiffany. I believe I will be better from day to day.