Enlightenment

Yo, I encountered my down time few days ago. I was totally depressed and thinking nonsense. I even thought of committing suicide, but luckily I didn't because I knew that commit suicide was not the way to solve a problem. I believe that everyone of you sure have your down time, we're not a robot. Even a robot has its system breakdown's time. 

This Wednesday, my dad didn't go to work as there was no electricity supplied in his factory. I took this opportunity to tell him what I'm planning to do next. He condemned me at once but he did analyse the situation for me. My tears were almost shed down. 

Actually, I had lost my direction. I became a pulpit! Thanks for my dad's reminder, I found back my direction and I know what to do now. He showed his full support to me and I suddenly realised that what I thought before was just my own imagination. Thereupon, from this incidence, it shows that we've to communicate with others but not look or think of a situation on behalf of them. We can't understand or know what they're thinking. 

I also realise that I should be adamant to what I planned to do previously. I shouldn't be diverted until thinking something that is so foolish! I shouldn't relinquish and accept failure so easily. I want to be a man!

As you may know, this wasn't my first time losing myself. I'm lost once or few times in my study in Kuala Lumpur. Thanks to lecturers/tutors and friends' help, I could get back on track again. Therefore, please don't overlook the power of friends. They're the ones who will support us whenever we're in trouble. Of course, please beware of backstabbers as well. 

I'm so delighted of the support from my friends, my family and my surroundings. 



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