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Saturday 8 August 2009

Seeking?

Yesterday, I chatted with my fellow classmates(Anthony, Johnson, Li Jin, Mr.X, Charline and 淫姐) after our MIS tutorial.

淫姐 and Charline asked me not to wait for my beloved Princess anymore. They suggested me to find a new one! Are you interested in my reply? I replied them "I'm waiting while seeking". Nonetheless, the problem is, am I seeking?

I know the answer! If you want to know, just investigate it by yourself! How can I seek for a new one? I'm not interested in others! I'm even not accepted by one of my gay friends! He said I'm not the type that he wants! Haha, so mortifying!

I don't know why I'm so weak in this matter! Once I fall in love with someone, I can't forget her, I think, it is for the whole life! It may be due to I'm always serious in this stuff! I usually will consider and observe for a long time before I take action! Thus, this is one of my weaknesses! This was truly highlighted in the case which I fell in love with a girl in my primary school. I could love her even though she didn't know me while I just had little of her details! If you are my blog's follower, you may notice that I could only let her go after I met my Princess! Therefore, it is extremely difficult for me to let go of my beloved one! I hate myself in this matter! This is so-called faithful or stupid?

Wednesday 5 August 2009

Blessing

After having my lunch, I met Princess at S.O.T. block. She was sitting on the stone bench waiting for the bus! I approached her just wanted to say hi to her but when our conversation started, I couldn't stop!

She invited me to sit beside her. So I sit beside her instead of standing in front of her! We chatted a lot. From her facial expression, I noticed something but I didn't know what was it? I asked her what was going on but she replied me "nothing"! I told her that if she had problems, she better told me because if she concealed it, I would be rather worried!

At last, she told me that her father is in the hospital now. She said her father is having 肺炎, is this referred to tuberculosis? I assume it to be right! She said her father was discharged from the General Hospital and now he is moving into a private hospital since her father was still not getting well in General Hospital! I told her my experience in General Hospital and asked her that how old is her father now? She said 60. Wow, I had never thought of the age of father would be so far from us! However, it is okay! I know that her father is a smoker. She said her father smokes, drinks and "disobey"! These were the reasons to get tuberculosis! I asked her to stop her father from smoking anymore and taught her that if her father would like to smoke again, or addicted to be more precise, give him a sweet to chew to forget the addiction.

Since she was alone, I chatted with her until she got into the college bus even though my friends were waiting for me to complete the English presentation's slides. Sorry, my friends! For your information, Princess is more important! I didn't know why suddenly I asked her that is she facing financial problem as I'm not rich! My whole property just has RM10000 over, how can I help her? Nevertheless, never mind, I will help with all I can!

Before she left, I asked her to take care and be careful as well as the most important one, that was to call me when she has problems!

After she got into the bus, I started to worry! I'm worried about her father's(actually, I want to call him "father" but before I get the recognition from Princess and her parents, I will just call him "Uncle") health. I will pray for you besides my Princess, Uncle! You have to get well soon so that my Princess is not worried about you! Therefore, for your own good and people who care about you including me, please get well as soon as possible! You know? I'm eager to visit you in the hospital but I'm ceased by a few reasons. Firstly, I don't know where is the hospital. Secondly, what status should I use to visit you? Thirdly, you don't recognise me! Thus, very sorry for can't visit you!

Oh my God, could you please bless my Uncle? Please, I don't intend to command you but this is a MUST!

星座

昨晚,我从报章中读到关于我的星座的东西,所以就把他写出来跟大家分享:

摩羯座,也就是我的星座在“敢爱不敢说的星座男”里竟是排名榜首的!它说:“保守的摩羯男在爱情面前总显现出几分羞涩。别说让他向女生表白,就算让他跟女孩说几句话,他都有可能脸红!他很内向,所以很不擅长表达自己内心的情感,尤其是在自己喜欢的女孩面前更是害羞。对方称赞他几句,恐怕他连看对方的勇气都会失去,说话也会吞吞吐吐。而且摩羯男又爱面子,如果自己的表白遭到对方拒绝,那对他的打击肯定不小。所以,他宁可用逃避和无所谓的态度去面对自己喜欢的人。”

看到了没有?我就是这样的人!我是100%的纯摩羯男!我不是空头说白话的,因为以前,我就是这样羞涩,才致使我到如今还是单身!读了这篇文章后,我发现原来我已经变了!因为,以前的我,根本甭想我去告白,因为我怕失败,一旦失败了就会很没面子!因此,我不懂为何我会向Princess告白的!大概是我吃错药吧!或许,我终于嘹解机会是得自己争取的吧!

虽然我被Princess拒绝了,感觉就像被打入十八层地狱般,但最终,我还是站起来了!我的小学同学都说:"Hey Recca,我不相信blog里的人是你!"。别说你们不信啦,就连我本身都不相信我会这么勇敢去告白,而且还一连告了三次白!哈哈,真讽刺!

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