Real and Serious

I think, this time, she is serious!

For your information, my personal computer was broken due to cord failure and it was just okay this morning. 3 days without computer, imagine, how could I get through it? Somebody said he wouldn't get through a day without online but my case here was rather terrible. I even couldn't on my computer!

Back to our topic here, I think this might be the arrangement of God. He tried to conceal this to me as long as possible. As usual, when my computer was fully recovered, I viewed my Princess's wall as I had not communicated and heard from her for days! However, I saw the thing that I didn't want to know!

Yep, she stated herself as in a relationship with her boyfriend in Facebook already! Initially I was shocked but I know that this day will come, just that I had never thought of its arrival was yesterday! Then, I clicked to view her boyfriend's profile. When I knew his birth date, I immediately tried to know his destiny by my metaphysics. I knew that his element was wood, that means my Princess controls him but I don't think it happens in real life. I envied him because he has a 'love' number--279. No wonder he can win my Princess's heart.

After that, I tried to count for both of them just to curious that will they be together forever. I really hope so if they will have a happy ending. Nonetheless, I discovered that there were a number of third parties will appear in their relationship. Oh my God, I hope You can amend it so that my Princess can live happily! Besides, I also hope that I counted wrongly this time and it won't come true. Nevertheless, I have never counted wrongly in this matter from my past records.

Even though I was upset, I believe that I know how to handle this. Thanks for being so honest to me and thanks for stopping myself from continuing my dream before it is too late. What I need to do now is trying my best to get rid of you from my heart as soon as possible and don't pay any hope on you. From my past experience, I won't be healed as long as I still pay any hope on you. Frankly speaking, I dreamed you last night. I am hesitated to relinquish but I have to do it!

Finally, 祝福妳... I wish you have an enjoyable and peaceful life with him.

真正成熟的恋情

我刚刚看了Princess新post上Facebook的video，它是关于何谓真正成熟的恋情。它说，一段真正成熟的恋情是必须经历四个阶段，它们分别是共存(codependent)，反依赖(counterdependent)， 独立(independent)和共生(interdependent)。

嗯，可能我没有资格评论吧，因为虽说我有爱人，但是我并没有爱我的人，i mean girlfriend!我不知道她是否跟她的男朋友经历了这些阶段，但是我想，应该是有吧，至于过得顺利吗，我就不清楚了。甚至他们现在已到了哪一阶段，我也不晓得！不过，站在Princess的立场想，我是希望他们幸福的,毕竟他是她的最爱！我不想看见她伤心难过！若是我得知她难堪，就好比一把锐利无比的刀在我的心坎插了几下般。

怎么样？很恐怖？我知道Princess有读我的blog，最少两次了吧！在此，我不希望你因为我这么说而跟我断绝来往，甚至不与我交谈及有所顾忌。我只是直话直说，并非危言耸听。我不会因为你的关系而有所保留，因为这是我的blog，这是我的世界--Recca's World。想要知道最真的我，就敬请留意我的世界吧！