Change 2

Yup, it's 'Change 2', that means I had written something about 'Change' before. The first 'Change' was about my Princess but this time, it's pretty serious.

I want to change my life, my family's lifestyle and many others. I know that I'm greedy but I'll do it one by one. Trust me, I can do it! Well, I received my first salary from my new job. It was quite sad because it was so low. I know that you would convince me in this way, "Hey, Recca. There's nothing to worry about. You're still new, imagine how much you would earn after you're experienced. Come on, this is just your first step. Everyone had gone through this."

Is that what you would like to tell me? 'BULLSHIT' is my reply. Audit is totally not a balanced work. You sacrifice so much but yet your salary doesn't match your effort. We're very professional and looked good from the appearance and from other's point of view, however our life is not what they could imagine.

I met quite a few clients. They had the wrong perception on my job. They were filled with consternation when I told them that I couldn't claim overtime or I couldn't claim overtime in full. Some of them would label us as cheap labour. Nonetheless, we're slave or servant instead. I don't mean that I can't stand the overtime but at least, give me a fair pay. Let's be just and fair, I work so hard, please remunerate me fairly.

I also know that I can't change the current audit lifestyle personally. Hence, I wonder why others can sacrifice so much to their job. Do they really like their job so much? We've to behave in front of others and even stand or tolerate their temper. I personally was castigated by a secretary innocently! Nevertheless, being trained in sales market for one to two months, I learned to be calm and endure. Do the superiors know all these? I believe they do but do they give us compliment for these? No, there is no way for that! However, when there are mistakes, we've to endure their temper again. Thus, we can't find support internally sometimes. Luckily I've quite a number of supportive colleagues.

There is also interesting part in audit, for instance stock take. I like stock take, especially when I was on a forklift. It was fantastic. Apart from that, I can learn the manufacturing process or the business cycle for retail business. Besides, knowing new people or dealing with people is what I'm looking forward to. Imagine, I managed to leave a strong impression on one of my clients even though I was auditing the company for two days as a helper. My colleagues who audited the company for two weeks told me that the person in charge missed me so much when I was given another assignment.

Can audit be a milestone in my life? Let's see.



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