Self-doubt 2

It's my second time to write on this topic. Meaning that, I'm having self-doubt now.

I was having a good planning since last few weeks. I had a clear vision, the path for success and my own future plans. I was thrilled and eager to do it whenever I thought of that. Nonetheless, a commitment arose few days ago and it halted my joy and plans. Even though I had a buffer to maintain for at least one year but I was totally not confident about it due to my inconsistency. 

I understand that the commitment is a 'must' or duty but can you give me another year to try before I fully commit myself to it? As always, I lack of support all the way. However, this won't be an obstacle as I have made up my mind to try it for another half a year, at least. This time, it will be an 'all-out'.

Nevertheless, the commitment does affect my motivation. As what I mentioned in the first post, when self-doubt arises, we need to stop thinking about it, instead be part of the solution. Secondly, we have to know ourselves regarding our ability. Lastly, find some encouragements in order to be in good fighting status. 

My motivation is there but my psychology's part is not strong enough to strive for success. Ergo, my dream is so close but yet so far. I like to help people, whenever I see people in need, I usually will lend my hand to them. Hopefully people will see it and give me a chance to serve them. 



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