Depressed

This morning, I online because I wanted to know the decision of Facebook management. Unfortunately, they insisted to disable my account as I had sent too many friend requests! They said the decision was final and I had no choice, I had to agree!

Then, I continued to read "Flame of Recca". Suddently, my grandpa called me, he told me that my cousin was elected to join the student exchange programme. The US University chose her to pursue her study over there for one year! I congratulate her here. In my opinion, it is a great news for her since she has the opportunity to study oversea and is free of charged! One thing bad is she has to continue her study in TARc one year later to finish her Advanced Diploma which means that she is one year later than her friends to work! However, since she is a girl, this is nothing as her husband will support her economically, she doesn't need to worry about her salary.

Okay, back to the topic, depressed! Yup, I really feel depressed these few days. I has not seen or met my Princess since the last 2 Saturday, it has been 11 days! During this period, I will miss her whenever I am free! I want to call her or perhaps sms her but I am afraid I will annoy her! This is very disgusting! I hate that feeling!

What to do? I just can't forget her! I still love her! At this moment, I just hope that my Princess is happy and enjoying her life peacefully! If this could happen, I am willing to keep myself in a hidden place and shed tears singlehandedly!