Should I?

Haha, I don't intend to copy Anthony but I need this title to continue my blog. XD

Eventually, I said sorry to Princess just now. Why I delay this apology until today? This is because I couldn't find Princess these few days and I didn't want to sms her. Finally, she online today. I didn't know why? She said I am quite quiet recently because I was so talkative and had a lot of topics to chat last time. Actually, I don't think so. The only reason I can find is the change of role.

Last time, I was a chaser. I wanted to chase her, therefore I had to show my best and find any topic to chat with her just to make her happy as well as I didn't want to make the situation so awkward! That's why I used to tease her, talk nonsense, joke and so on.

Now, I have changed. No, my role has changed! I am no longer a chaser because I know that I won't succeed no matter how much effort I had paid. Now, I am just her friend. I may be her good friend, best friend, or just a normal friend, I don't know!

She said she will move to a new hostel because she is not happy with one of her existing housemates. She will move to a unit either on the 2nd floor or on the 10th floor of the new block, which was the block that Charline and L.H.Y. used to stay. Whatever it's, I wish you good luck.

She suddenly asked me when will I go KL? I replied her this Friday. She seemed so upset. Then I teased her that I will be back on this Saturday since I just go there to sign a contract, or perhaps buy a laptop. She blamed me for scaring her.

She dated me. She said we can meet before I go to KL. Then I troubled her. I asked her that doesn't she scare that someone will get angry? She said she can choose not to tell him. Erm, I don't know that whether I should happy or not? If she said like this last Thursday, I will be the happiest person in this world but... She said that we just meet, so there is no point to scare. Nevertheless, I still insist that a couple should be honest to one another. Thereupon, I don't hope she lies him.

Now, I have the problem. Should I meet her? I replied that we can be not meeting because I don't want to trouble her and this may cause them to quarrel. I don't want this to happen. Besides, she is not in Penang Island. I don't intend to trouble her waiting for bus and coming from that far just to meet me. However, she insisted. She said she would call me if she is in Penang Island.

Actually, I am scared of can't let go of her. I am scared that once I meet her, I can't forget her. I am worried about thinking, imagining or dreaming nonsense once again. I'm sure that I want to meet her but on the other hand, I am also worried of being hurt! Thus, should I?